Monday, February 28, 2005
Week 9 Year 4
no my blog isn't dead. it's just that i have no time to update. and yup so here it is.
today getting abck my o's day... felt nothing as i boarded the bus early in the morning. absolutely nothin. this scares me as somewhere deep inside, i have already accepted my fate: a B3 and below. i have to be honest, i havem't been stduying for my o's. I only started 1 week ago. too little too late. i knew it, all coming, i had it coming. but of course play was the only thing on the agenda. it's after the finals, having survived sec 3, the first basic instinct in a normal 4F student is to party and leave the o's to a lter date to worry about. i thought i could get away, but i didn't. i panised and stumbled in the last week. and the result, only knowing how to write 2 out of the 5 vocabs given. the entire process of taking the o lvl papers was not a satisfying one, a shaky foundation, a weak confidence. the only thing that lightened me up a bit was when ms koh gave me a quick smile upon seeing my panic face. other than that, the whole o's process was not an enjoyable one.
and now the day has come. it's time to face up to reailty. went to sch as usual, went to see chia once i reach only to find the door locked and the lights inside the rm in full blast. obviously that fucker has a way of sticking bright yellow "please remember to turn of the lgihts" stickers all ard the sch and forget to place one at his office. still haven't quite gotten over the lift incident. khoo kay yong is now on my hitlist. if racial riots ever occur, i will paint myself black and go stab him. his head wieghs a price of 50k, hilmi has the task of brining it to me... obviously he hasn't been up to his hitman standards. i ordered for 3 heads, each wif a price tag of 50k, none came back. and i tot khoo was kind. well i was wrong. shaun and wassem seem to worship him, i think otherwise.
my name got shouted by chia at the parade sq in the morning. expected. demanded from me why i nv see him in the morn, told him the door was lock. told me i was late. well i am glad my meory hasn't failed me on the time he argeed to meet me in his office, so after standing firm on my piece of information, he said ok u are warned tomorrow come and find him. i gave him that what the fuck look. he told me whose fault izzit? such unreasonable fuckers shld cease to exist. it all boils down to khoo kay yong. does it make him feel better to pau tou a student who takes a lift after shagged out form his chem and lit exam? and i do think there's some rule bout teacher below 40 not being able to take the lift, why are they still doing so? well that's another rule for teachers emant to be broken. it's a fuckign riony his whole sch. the system that it runs on, the adminstration. the ang pao chew doomed adminstration. and of course not forgetting khoo kay yong. i heard tt apc is leaving dis sch next yr, i am glad. take chia along wif u. and tt stupdi sch admin. fuck the whole lift incident. i am getting quite fucking pissed wif chia and the whole fucking sch admin as a whole. fuck we are 16. we have a brain. a maturity. we are no longer your puppets that u can manouver as and when u like. so start packing your office, and leave. shit i am talking lyk a sore loser.
let's zoom back to o's. during recess, the first thing i heard form zhihan was eh u got a B3. i couldnt' belive my ears, coz deep down i knew it must be somehting higer. then i was lyk u sure it's b3 or a2... haha tt zh say aiya i oso not veyr sure but i noe ti's either b3 or a2... haha joker sia, it's a frekaing big diff lor, b3 and a2. i ran to the board to see... yup yup little boys i got an A2. and a distinction in oral. once again i have proven to the world that my mumbling dosen't affect my acad. it seems to know how to stop when it needs to be stopped. DO NOT QUESTION MY ORAL ABILITIES. hahaha. thank god for the results man. turt got a b3 and a merit for oral. nope i do not feel for him. he has other subjects to bank on. wad came as a real shock was for hatib. he got a b4. dunno wad happend to him. sometimes i think tt life's damn unfair. he's the only guy i know in vs tt will actually study hard, but yet he's not getting the reuslts he deserve. my heart goes out for hatib. if u are reading dis, dun feel disheartened. try again man dude, i am always bebind u. haha sounds gay. wahhh jolyn got a1 leh... haha some smart gal arh... haha u rock man, tt's my gal. wo ai ni. >.<
a2 is a grade tt's screwed up i think. it leaves u no where to go, hanging u in a decision whether to contue hcl or to drop to cl where u can retake your cl. for grades lyk a1, it's a streaight clear cut advancement. for those lyk b3, u either drop or stay, but it's qutie clear u will choose to drop. so it's a2, tt in my opinion, it's sort of a score tt puts u in a dilema. met alvin on the bus on the way home. tt alvin from scout. he had a 6. haha some pro. got the yr book from him to glance through. dosen't look impressive. some toy areoplance and tanks theme. staff pics were too small, can't make dart boards out of them. some spastic ones were holding aeroplances and tanks. stupid. courtesy of the ang pao chew admin. reliase tt vscb is so big tt they need to take 2 photos. one for sec 1 and 2, the other for sec 3 and 4. and of course in my desperate serach for ms tham, she wasn't there. of course la j-wei,. she onyl enter dis yr. the scouts page looked insignificant as well. the picture looks damn small. pathedic. esp it's the pic where i am sitting down giving tt dao look. i only measured 7cm by 4 cm in that pic. pathedic. and i realised the plc wasn't listed out. pathedic. it's lyk every freaking cca would list out their cca leaders. but socut sdidn't. lost of words. hope tt dosen't happen next yr. i certianly want my name to be printed on that page. and tt pic shld be blown larger. gah who's tt guy in charge of doing tt scouts page... gah. vscb's just look that damn good.
oh and ms tham was pmsing today. first time i have seen her lyk tt. totoal pms. dun really care now, have half given up hope on her. she's so sick. too sick. eveyr lesson she must talk about sex, bgr and stuff on tt line. sick. think she has over done it. chook has her number and msgs her. wow. looks lyk i am lagging. haha another one of the typical ben chee wif phone msged 100% filled wif ms tham's. apprently chookc's indox only consisted on ms tham's 3 msgs. j-wei u are jealous.. j-wei u are jealous...
haha so dis concludes my eventful monday. and yes my dear nic, my blog is still well and alife. and to jolyn, gratz.. a1 student arh. zu yao would be happi. haha.
Friday, February 18, 2005
Week 7 Year 4
a long long time since i last blogged. time, is something i find tt's so little.
haha... after chinese new year, life resumed as usual... but can't seem to find that certain beat back to the school life, up till now still have trouble sitting down and start mugging for an hour. the after effects of cny. got sick too after cny... full blown attack.. the effect of a strict diet of bah gua, potato chips and coke for every meal for 3 days of cny. haha up till now my cough still haven't recovered...
trying desperately to cut off my dota addiction. i think i am succeding, considering the fact that i no longer feel the satisfaction of thrashing soemone wif sa. well tt's a good sign, no satisfaction = no temptation = no dota. trying to cut down to 1 hour game for thrusday and friday 2 hours for sat and sun. not too much to ask for rite?
CAs coming, the class dosen't seem to care. everyday got some gambling den going on in class... and the teacehrs all so slack... haiz wif ppl poning class. wad is this man? sec 4 leh. zr has learned the thrill of ponning class. keep on doing it now. personally i am dead worried for him. it's sec 4. as for the gamblers, they really siao. first it started wif no money. then they started 50 cent betting. now it has progress to 2 bucks. well they are rich. anyway i am styaing off gambling. my pocket money dosen't allow for that and it's not gd for your morals. i am glad god gave me the strength to resist the temptation of gambling. it's seirosuly no good. i see those ppl lose big earn big. haiz. why waste your money. haha so fair no malays joined the gamlbing... still trying to catch one... some law restricts them from doing so... lol
got back my lit essay today. first time i got 18/25 in my entire sec 4 life. it was average since some got 20 and 21. let's hope it stays tt standard man... i need lit for my L1R5... haha ms koh rox... give me so high... haha she told me today that the day i find out her b day is the day she dies. haha watch out mdm. i will find out your birthday... eh but cannot later u die then no one teach me lit.. haha... anyway u still rox... teach me for 4 years liao... haha longest teacher ever... lov ya... u rox. =)
next up it's ms tham. yup yup it's always her. she seems to be giving me some counselling on frenster... super scary... it's lyk she only noe me for 3 months, and she's telling me i am "obviously smart and i wan to see u get the results u deserve." weird and scary. i tot these stuff comes from someone who has taught me for at least 2 years... lol ms tham arh... haha but thanks for effort... i dun need counselling. i am a normal kid. your messages freaks me out. haha and put a pic for your frenster lah... everytime see some qeusiton mark down there... and when u getting msn messneger arh? haiz anyway u will not be reading this... tell u so much oso won't noe... jon eveyrtime tell me he has given my blog url to her and she's coming, haha some lier.... tt;'s what geps are. liers. wahh ms tham arh ms tham u rox lov ya lots =)
ms sim lowered my self morale once again by saying my chem standard is way below. pls mdm, i am getting 11/15 for my test. tt's a A2. a mental note to mug more for chem and show ms sim that i not stupid. haha. u rox oso. =)
acutally i have to consider myslef quite lucky. wif so many cheerful and young teachers teahcing me... these are the new age ones... those i can joke and make fun of... haha. i lov new age teachers. they have msn frenster and wad ever u have they have... whooooo
kk let's zoom into today... some hectic day... brought sec 1s to buy uniform... damn screwed up. the whole scout shop so freaking filled wif ppl... w8 for so bloody long... then in the end osme items went out of stock. gah. lucky jon was there to help out. not forgetting nic and shihao and winston. went to fetch bro after tt form the mrt station, met ben chee on the way back... decided to invite him to my house to bathe firts then go for his cca hike breifing. haha see i so kind.tt stupid chee ben lyk dunno how to use the batheroom... the whole frekaing floor wet after tt when i went in... there's this thing CALLED AN ENCLOSED SPACE WIF THE SHOWER AND A GLASS SLIDING PANEL FOR U TO CLOSE TO DISALLOW WATER FROM COMING OUT... haiz geps. chee came out form the toliet then firts quesiton u nv read my messages arh. i was lyk why shld i read your messages i got morals wan ok dun anyhow touch ppl's hp one hor not lyk u anyhow read mine... then he contued i let u read... haha stupud gep... giving me permission to read his sms. found out he's lifeless. 80% filled wif ms tham;s messages. i think he trying to make me jealous lah...haha. found out this webby tt ms tham gave to him... ms tham's photo ablum. muhahaha... nothin much lah her photo album... a few poics of her dogs and tt it. but it was the link that lead to my ong's photo album. tt's where the fun begins. found out the pic of george the pau tou king form mr ong's huge collection of photos...haha... guess letting ben come my house for a bathe paid off... lol
yup yup so this is my newest and lastest entry. been very busy lately. and joyln neber sms me de. humph. dun fren u le. haha 28th of feb hor results ocming out liao. gd luck gal. i lov u. muackxx. haha.
Friday, February 11, 2005
it's time i updated this blog again... hahaha... spent chinese new year wif flu cough fever... now it's even worse... lost my voic on friday... still suffering from the aftermath of it... this is the result of a strict diet of lays barbecue potato chips and barbercue pork plus a can of coke for eveyr meal over the 3 days of chinese new year hols... haha. anyways, found out his cool thing in my camera, called the supermarco mode... freaking cool... so i have decided this entry would be my photo diary... and btw javier the song quailty is top notch i think u better to somehting bout your speakers =) ms tham still rocks as usual... she went for some extreme make over now have curly hair, guess rebonding is out of fashion... but u she still looks exactly lyk steph song... haha yup yup ms tham still rocks.
My Photo Diary...
The teddy tt's always sitting on my table watching the days go by...

The rubber duckie out of water...

Jeremy in your face. dream on.

The pouch tt all gave me... whoo u guys rock man...

the mp3 player for the poor...

Crumpler....

the sight of u wakes me up from my sleepy morning...
a little wave brightens up my day...
a little smile melts my heart...
will you be my valentine?
if i could only let you know
i'd give up everything i own
for just one more day with you
there's nothin i wouldn't do
i could not let it pass me by
if i make every sacrifice
to bring me back your love...
will u be my valentine?
Thursday, February 03, 2005
myself... i need a new hair style
card front =)
captain of the class ya... haha
once again thanks ms tham for the card...u rock man... haha...
my sweet 16...
POO-C-D WHERE'S MY PIC MY PIC MY PIC!!!
my monday...
aftermath of my b day, went to sch as usual. i survived. yesterday was a tormenting one, class declared jwei jacking day, and class rule 4: no abuse of peers, was made not effective courtesy of chook and dennis. kana jack lyk free. smelled lyk shit by the end o the day with dried sweat, dirt and dust, dried up peach tea and a whole lot of other stuff... can't forget how evil ms tham became when she threw a marker at wassem to jack me...kana lyk free, screamed at her after that, that was a joke mdm, not trying to be rude yah.. haha dun worry i will nv be angry wif u... b4 that kana flagpoled in some lampost. didnt' hurt coz not rite angle, but it was dennis lethal whack that hurt for lyk 3 min? intense pain. anyway revenged liao. though the pain u felt wasn't lyk the one i felt under the hot sun.
so i went to sch as per normal. happy to be free from jacking. alighted from the bus, as usual turned to the sch carpark and stared dreamyly into space... from the corner of my eye saw some logn hair girl, staring but at me oso, but i dint' really notice, then it suddenly hit me that she looked lyk ms tham, but cannot be her honda crv not there. but after that i saw the signiture blue necklace hangnign down from her new car. SFR. confirm new. dun rmbr the plate no though, it's somehting only ben chee can rmrbr. kinda envy ms tham, such a young age got car got husky and house... haha
so we assembled in class, bell rang time to leave. i walked out of class and there was ms tham. still kidna in a dreamy state of mind, then she said "ah u are the exact perosn i am looking for." then she pass me this cow cow birthday card, still kinda in a dreamy state didn't noe what it was, then she continued talking out a box of chocolate... haha it finnaly came to me that it was my b day card and present... WHOO MS THAM U ROCK MAN... haha THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! U ROCK!! whooooo!!
went to lit class.. choclate kana kope 4 liao, one of which ms koh ate and still dump the wrapper into my box... haha i am still waiting for my b day presnt mdm... went back to 4F, the rest of the choclate all kana kope... haha out of that 24 chocolate only ate one... ONE LEH UNCLE... nvm that's what frens are 4... yeah the same frens who jacked me lyk free yesterday... oh yar got a pac of condoms from dennis too... haha u expect me to keep where sia... in my drawer huh... lol anyways out of 3 condom 1 kana torn by him the other jidna koped it... so i am left wif 1... haha not gonna use it anyway... so the thing shall still in my bag... it's the safest... unless chia decides to do a bag check..
so that wraps but my nice ncie thursday... one filled wif surpirses... haha ms tham u really rock man..
and how i am leading lyk 250 points while dennis is wif 50? (added 47 for the for walking summer... lol) u still losing dennis... muhahahha
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
class bbq..
finally got time to blog again... class bbq was great man... one of the most memoriable ones in my life... the last class chalet wasn't that wonderful coz of the location...
i tot they were orgainising some lan gaming b4 the bbq, but apprently none did... hatib and handam was in sch, ask me whether i wan play lan after that, i tot finally someone could play, but then in the end didn't get to play at all... after plc... rushed straight to meet hatib... haha i felt lyk some busy man... running bout receivng sms and calls from others who needed help... dennis needed metal goss while hilmi needed help in the carrying of his beehoon... so there was it staright after scouts i rushed lyk some mad dog all the way to pp to meet farrell and faris... glad to see some frens where i can hook on to and go to the bbq together, hatib left to lan lan... sniff sniff
so off we went to buy the metal goss... was feeling quite uncomfortable coz i was lugging lyk 3 huge bags of scouts stuff... finally got the metal goss, nobody wanted to carry it... haiz that farelel and faris not holding anything still come and kbkb... useless ppl
after hitching a ride from himli's taxi(lol his beehoon was lyk one perosn can manage) we finally arrived at ecp... deniss and gang was already there, mr khoo was oso there... whoo the fun begins... as we progressed into the night, was quite fun lah, making jokes bout each other and stuff.. i kana whacked lyk free oso... mrs peh broguht ms sim along to the bbq... haha... ms sim unsocialble sia... nv even talk to us de, just keep listening to her wadever and playin wif fone... i go all the way up to her and offer her chicken wing oso dun wan... diao lyk free...
at the least expected moment MS THAM CAME!!! wheeeeeee the bbq was lyk gettin quite boring liao then she came whooooooooooo!!! haha anyhow sia tell me not coming then suddenly sneak attk... whoo u rock man
when it was tiem to leave haha got on ms tham's crv... i see lyk so many ppl following her and summer then i smart ask her if it was alright to take the front seat, she ask yeah it's fine and haha i am in the front seat... whoooo while those bunch of iderts had to squee wif the husky behind... a short ride but an enjoyable one... until mac got a taxi and went home...
MS THAM U ROCK MAN!!! whooooo