goodbye.

granny, has passed on. gone to a better place, a place where she will live for eternity. she has walked her time on earth, and it's time to move on. i have found out, how powerful, the lost of a love one is. the sight of your love one lying on the bed motionless, can send anybody crying. i have lost my granny. the person whom we always cared for and took care of, the granny that has always been staying wif us, the granny we all loved. a few months ago, the doctor dignosed her wif lung cancer. i have no idea why the stupid doctor having seen her for the pass 10 years only found out her condition now. the situation worsen, which lead to many other complications, and she didn't pull though. she passed away on sunday morning. easter sunday. now the whole thing's over, i still miss her, i and i always will. she's tired, it's time for her to rest, and it's time for the rest of us to move on. goodbye. i miss you.

"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.

The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.

When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.

"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

I am the resurrection, and the life:

he who believes in me,

will live ever when he dies.

John 11:25

*memories are what of left from you...*

shouted out at 6:12 AM

Ben Chee: A Case Study

The case study of none our than our scout geper, ben chee alias chee ben, chee bye ben, phua chu kang. my discovery through this case study: he is a bisexual. well we all noe his crush on ms tham, the 2am visit incident (if u dunno pls read my previous posts or something), and a new one which i had dug out of him, he walked ms tham's dog at west coast park wif jon during job week, taking it as a job. i mean tt's so freaking sick. he actually told ms tham "i have job week." and i must have thought he gave her tt spastic "punch my fucking dog fuck face NOW" look, then ms tham being a little siao up there will naturally ask him to come and walk his dog as part of a job. sick. disgusted. and tt was when he furthur told ms tham that he will be having cca hike. i am speechless. is ben chee's social circle that small tt he has to result wif taking teachers as buddies and sharing wif them all your personal information u have? i mean yes lah u fren fren wif teacher but a line still have to be drawn wad. u can't freaking ask her to come to the park at 2 am to visit u, and the teacher as siao as she is oso plays along and come. it's sick. disgusting. i see many teachers in this sch as my frens, but tt dosen't mean i go ard telling them i will have job week and start hinting to them wad jobs they shld give me... tt's so bloody wrong. a line has to be drawn, teacher and student relation.

ok so after we have known that ben chee actually has a sexual desire for females (which is quite unusual coz geppers usally are formed from a retarded sperm and a retard egg), i have just discovered that ben chee has also a sexual liking for males. ben chee is a bisexual retarded dog. while harrier boi and me were proceeding towards the staff room to dump his compo in ms wong's box, we came upon mr be chee, who was patiently sitting outside the staff room holding a book in his hands. i gussed it, he was w8ing for ms tham again. feeling disgusted that someone in the world would actually camp outisde the staff room for a teacher, i went back down to the den wif harrier boi. the time then was 3 plus in the afternoon.

in the evening around 7.30pm when i was w8ing for my bus. i saw him again. the unmistakable fat lump carrying a stupid black bag of his. and no he wasn't wif ms tham. he was wif mr jason lai. OMG. JASON LAI LEH UNCLE. oh ya for those who dosen't noe who mr lai is, he is gay, and proud of it. ok so ben chee was wif mr lai, and the worst part he got onto his car and both of them sped off. ben chee has a sexual interest for men too. wow. or rather it's a mutal relationship between teh both of them. but it's just sick. ben chee is bisexual. he camps outside the staff rm from 3 to 7.30 just to get mr lai to fetch him home. sick. so after this expirence, i can offically concluder that ben chee is a bisexual, and of course he adds a whole new meaning to the word G.E.P.

yay my counter has jumped pass 2000. whoooooo. i monitored, an average of 7 ppl come per day. maybe it's just javier hitting the refresh button 7 times, or maybe there are really 7 ppl coming in everyday, but wad ever it is, the counter shows 2000!!!! tt menas my song has been listening around 1000 times. maybe darius' record company shld pay me for boardcasting his song and making it so famous. my counter proves it. haha. thanks guys. i lov ya all.

shouted out at 8:34 AM

My Photo Diary II

had nothing to do yesterday nite and started playing wif super marco again...



cute little doggy =)



doggy and killer teddie... they make a perfect pair... haha



not your typical mason shock pen...



l33t

shouted out at 3:50 AM

Term 1: Denouement

The last day and chapter of term 1. As the clock passes 12, we will enter into another chapter of our lives. a new chapter, one packed wif fun and suprises, agony and grief. one that will be a whole new expirence to us, one that will make us grow stronger, or make us crumble. We put the past behind us, and marched towards the future, never once looking back, as the doomed youth continued thier journey, towards the judgement day, in this hopeless education system that aims not to educate, but just to give us paper qualification, that will ensure us a place to stand in the battlefield of the working society, and not being sent into exile even before we have a chance to set foot on the battlefield.

Term 1 was an eventful one. Sec 4. the final year, the deciding year whether u neter JC, poly, or ITE. but like what i always say, JCs are for chinese, polys are for malays, while ITEs are for indians, the black ones, (the white ones go jc), and no, i am not a racist. Lucky no indian reads my blog. From the start of the yr, i was panicking, trying my very best to squeezer out time to study for my sec 4 final year. but now, i realise tt was unnessary, as it turned out to be alright for CA1, in which i got 14 for my L1R5. my tuition teacher says it usually increases 2 or 3 grades for SA1. so i am expecting a below 25 L1R5 for my SA1.

Term 1 was a real change in sch. with the stupid crappy timetable that apc and his admin planned for us, we had to stay till 5 in teh afternoon during a normal sch day. stupid. absolutely stupid. well apc realised his mistakes after parents started pouring emails and letters to him. so now, for term 2, he has revert it back to the original timetable, each day ending wif 2.05pm. those wif ESSP, entensive self study programe, or something lyk tat, will ahve to stay till 5. personally i do not mind being in it, i need to improve my subjects. esp english. and i dun mind having a 1 on 1 coaching wif ms tham in the afternoons from 3 to 5 every single day. that would be fantastic. yes i am dreaming again, but yet again dreams do come through sometimes.

the start of term 1, we had this new english teacher called ms lorraine tham, thambi, tham bee bee, thamster, LT... even b4 i seen her, close sources say tt she's super chio and hot, so somehow tahnks to wassem's big mouth i was elected the english rap, which ms tham calls it the captian of the class. yes i still ahve to thank wassem for his mouth. so ms tham came to our class, and yes she was more cute than chio, a complete steph song lookalike. the whole class went gaga over her, and she was sporting enuff to play along, making the whole show even wilder and funner. jon goh and ben chee fed info to ms tham, while i got info from them bout ms tham. so now she's our EL teacher with me as her captain. excellent. haha.

kai urn and alex saw her last sat when they visited ben chee at west coast park as he was campign there for his CCA hike. kai urn said ms tham was chio, of course mah... never mistrust my judgement. but ms tham really a bit wrong to visit chee 2 am in the morning wif her husky wif the reason of walking her dog. which teacher would visit her student at 2 am in the morning just becoz the studented resquested so? or which dog owner who's female and chio would go walking the dog alone at 2 am in the morning. from this, i can once again conclude that ms tham is siao. anyways still haven't settle wif tt chee ben, cb kia kope my whole CCA prelim report and put his anme down and he passed and now he went for the hike and ms tham visited him 2 am in the morning. basket tt chee ben, cb kia. must slap him once i see him. i didnt' even get a drink from tt ungrateful cb kia after i passed him the softcopy of my report. cb kia. must slap him.

term 1 marked the start of the ms tham era, and she is here to stay. haha. still remeber the taste of the chocolate she gave me for my b day, and her card is still pinned on my board... haha the first time a teacher actually bought something for my b day. so touched. but tt was not before she ask the whole class to jack me during her el period on my b day itself. haha evil tham.

got a haircut today, hair looks lyk shit again. finally washed my shoes today, hard work. yes hard work. and it's the first time in my entire life i acutally scrubed my shoes myself. damn proud of it now. in terms of homework, onli completed chem tys, the rest all haven't touch, except for a math where i have all the solutions to the questions. guess i am not set for term 2, but to hell wif it, it's gonna come anyway. like wad The Rock says, Just Bring It. ahaha

faris sent this to me yesterday, can't help but post it here. damn funny, poured water on teh pencil catch of iman's table, which is just behind mine. haha yeah take a closer look and u will see tt the whole pencil catch is flooded wif water, and i even folded a boat. haha damn funny sia, all these done during WLM e math's lesson alias free period. she came and saw our little river of course, and went "wow u even have a boat for it.." haha iman started pointing and me... lol faris took a picture of it wif his new cam fone, which i now presumme it's old to him and he's trying to sell it away. haiz, unike me who's forever faithful to my 8250. =)

shouted out at 3:47 AM

Job Week - The Saga Part II

Day 3

as usual, we had this trend of waking up 8 in the morning and calling each other on where to go. this tiemn ard decided to go wif wq, called him say meet at yishun at 11am. as usual i was teh first one there. then wq called and say he cannot go coz he got neck pain. i was lyk whoa liao... i was alone. crap. went to have mac breakfast, finally got to have the $2 egg muffin wif coffee meal, in which i changed it to milo upsize and thus adding 85 cents more. a much cheaper alternative rather than buying the whole meal and wasting 5.30 on breakfast. after eating, decvided tt mac was a place for me to dwell in, since i am alone and i am in that distinctive scout u. ppl have been looking at me while i was eating my breakfast for the last 30 mins lyk i was some moron posing ard in scout u. walked out of mac, took a look ard, decided that yishun wasnt' the place for me. flats there looked lyk dried up difficult gold mines. so i deciede to take a train down one stop to Khatib. stupid rite... taking to yishun have BF at mac then taking one stop bakc to Khatib. khatib as usual scouts alreadi went there. the frist block i did 0 dollars. my morale was lyk super low, and wif no one ard, it added on. called zh, he was in sch can't go for job week have some extra lessons, gah shit nobody to join me in this screwed up place. did a second block, this was the best block, earned bout 30 plus, wif one slack job of mopping the floor. to tell u honestly, the first part of my sentence, "today is my job week is there any jobs i can do for u" is absolutely redundant coz i noe nuts bout house work. so instead of mopping, i literally coated the floor wif soap water, somehow i couldnt' squeeze dry the soap water out of the mop, and the auntie couldn't care less.

so the second block was exceptionally wonderful, wif a total of 30 plus, not bad considering it's the third day and all major gold mines have been swept clean by other scouts on the first second days. had a long break while sipping on my iced lemon barley at the coffee shop, yes alone, alone with nobody to talk to nobody to mumble to, i was a typical loner. and my morale wasn't fantastic. did my thrid and fourth block, erarning bout 20 more from bout, and i decided to stop at 50 bucks for the day. i had no drive or morale to continue on. but before leaving my last block, i had a fun time smashing those littel oranges tt ppl buy the whole potted plant of tt for chinese new year. apprently someone threw the whoel pot away, and thsoe small cute little oranges lay on teh floor. tempted, i picked one up and started kicing it, smashing it on teh wall. the effect was fun. so i contued on wif another 30 more? haha i think i am considered vandalising the place. throwing those small littel oragnese up into the air and kicking them to wherever i lyk smashing it on the wall and celing, a whole trail of smahed orange was left ard the void deck. haha couldn't let anyone see me doing tt, i am in scout u. so i fled when the uncle who brought the pot down to the void deck came wif his broom, about to sweep away all thosr orangeses (now smased) away. haha fun and evil. so i headed how took a shower, played dota, and came back to sch for my job week duty. the third day earning a total of 51. (dunno where tt 1 buck came from). oh yar and i forgot to mention in my last entry tt i had $123.45 for my second day. super nice joker figure. hav to thank wb for letting me put 5 cents in to make tt figure . dunno why wb so kidn tt day, esp when he's very particular bout the abnk charging 2 bucks for every 100 subseqent coins deposited after the first 100.

Day 4

the same routine happened. esp this time, the venue was at turt's house. wanted zh to coem along, but aprrently he wanted to work at chinese garden tt side to hit his 300 target to get his bumble bee, something which both of us had already achieved in the first and second day. Foudn out tt turt has failed horribly in H.R, or human relations. he can't freaking maintain a frenship, got super pissed wif tt guy, which i am still now. no wonder he's from 4D, a bunch of unsociable fags who onli noe how to study. i have warned turt many times tt he's losing his frens if he kept up wif wad he's doing. he has already lost his loyal secretary, jonathan, thorugh a series of insults tt jon eventually in turned to me in desperation and asked me "am i really a bastard? why does jeremy keep calling me one?" i have constantly reminded turt tt not everybody can tt his shit as juch as me, but he just dosen't listen, so now, i have decided, fuck it. it's pointless trying to keep on wif tt frenship with him. pointless. if he doesn't treasure it, then fuck it.

ok now back to the job week, so we dotaed at turt's house, till lyk 4? when i had to threathen turt wif leaving hsi place first if he still continued on playing. zh called us again and said he wanted to meet us and do together, considering the fact tt he onyl had 12 bucks from chinese gardens side, after working for the whole mornign nd afternoon. we went to clementi, had a quick lunch at mac, where i finally signed up for the ez link card rewards points thingy, then we proceeded on wif job week at clementi. paired up wif zh this time, leaving tt loner alone. foudn it much more fun doing wif zh, did till very late, lyk 8.30pm at night. apprently we took wb's words very seriosuly bout wad he said the night b4, that was "i will be expecting to close shop at 11pm." so we decided we shld start in the vevning when everyone was coming home and work till night time. haha i gave at least 10 bucks worth of 2 dollar notes to zh's donation card, since he was still trying hard to meet his target of 300, and he said i was kidn person. haha seriosuly i dun really mind coz i ahve no taerget to work towards to. my third position in teh level was mroe or less sercued, it was no point trying to hit first, as turt's botoomless bank acct is something i can never compete wif. or trying to beat daryl for second as daryl was pure consistent hard work, he deserved it. or actually using atm to top up money to make 450 for my "day pack", which i noe will be less than 40 considering the lafuma last yr. maybe if wb switched the sec 4 prizes wif the sec 3 ones, tt is sec 4 get a teva air sole hking sandle, then i wouldnt's hesiate to draw out my atm card as tevas are certianly worth mroe than 40 even wif a 50% discount. in teh end, they called from the den and started pushing us to come back. so i stopped at 63 bucks, bearing in mine i gave zh ard 10 bucks worth of donations, zh had 50 plus, and turt had 50 plus oso. but typical of them, they stop by the atm machine each having to meet their own individual targets, zh to meet 300 and turt to beat daryl, so in this end bout returned wif 100 plus while me returned wif m,y pure 63 bucks of donations. and they made me looked lyk i was a loser. well we were the last comign back at 9pm. and zh got grilled by shi yong. i still dun understand why wb said "we are prepared to clsoe shop at 11pm" and now we were the last at 9pm and kana grilled. so for the four days, i calculated, i had ard 414, securing third position in level and getting a woden plauge, 3 of whihc formt the past yrs have been sititng on my table.

wrapping things up,m job week 2005 was the most enjoyable one. esp sight seeing. and the family wif a whole collection of cosmopolitain and vogue magazines, whooo they rock man. also met this china teacher hu knew mr wang jun, and one of my MT class frens. embrassing yes, super embrassing. lucky never meet any students or teachers besides him, or i will be in deeper embrassment. unlink daryl who went staright to tampines st 42 in search of a teacher whom doesne't even teach or know him. darly told me in the end he couldnt' locate the unit as all were buddhist families. all i could say i was utterly disguested. to sum things up, job week 2005 have thought me some new stuff, there are chio sg girls out there, black indians are the ones who are polluting the enviornment as their houses and they themselves smell lyk shit, and white indians are perfectly normal ppl who are infact more chio than the chinese. job week 2005 has also thought me how to rap, so that i can rap my first sentence of "today is my job week, are there any jobs i can do for u" so fast tt all of them who open the door will go "huh", which i will then proceed wif "how bout making a donation to the scouts". this way they can't accuse me of not asking for a job, coz i did ask but they didn't catch it. it has also taught me the approriate time to add in "how bout 1 or 2 dollars contribution to the scouts" when their faces tell me tt they are gonna reject me. in all, job week 2005 has been wonderful, and no i am not a racist.

shouted out at 7:55 AM

Job Week 2005 - The Saga Part 1

it's finally here again. Job week. once in a year event, for some it freaking sian, for some it's a challenge to win those prizes tt comprises nothing but a lafuma bag worth less than 50. yes i admit i got conned into this small little gimick of pirzes. the word "daypack" seems to promise me so much but yet when i finally got it it promises me so little. anyways, i do nto need any day pack wadsoever, i already have a deuter and a camelpak... wad other bags are better then these 2 in terms of the attractive "daypack"? haha but still, the tot of gettign one free is still tempting to work for it. so i ahve decided, for this year's job week, just give it my best shot, dun stress yourself up too much, u ahve nothing to lose, nothing to win. with tt mindset, i entered the battlefield to join thousands of other scouts in competing the areas to cover for job week.

putting the day pack aside, there were also certin factors i had to cosndier for job week, lyk staying out of areas where there are potential students and teachers livin in. i wouldn't wan to go up to one of their houses and start doing my job week rap... it's damn freaking embarassing. i dunno why i was proud of job week in sec 3, maybe becoz of my newly sewed on pl badage, but as a sec 4, i wouldnt' wan to go ard to my fren's houses asking for donations. it's embarassing. so potential area from bedok up all the way to pasir ris i will nto be even think of touchin it. until now i still have no idea why daryl chose to go all teh way to tampines st 42, yes the palce where ms koh is suppsoe to live, and start doing ard tt street. and best of it all, ms koh dosen't noe daryl. and darly can proudly call me wif his public fone and ask me "eh u noe last time i told u where ms koh live u still can remeber a not, i forgot the block and unit number liao." i was kinda disgusted lor... sick physco guy hu acutally borthered to go all the way up to st 42 in search of a teacher he dosen't noe. he oso jhas ms tan's home address, and all dis he has kindly dug out of the yellow pages... lol hu in the world would be so free to even flip though the yellow pages... well tt's daryl for u. can't blame him too much, he's a nice guy.

Day 1

the first day of the 4 tiring days. went to sch to collect our cards, as usual time was wasted blah blah blah, didnt' get to start only after lunch. turt and me decided to go to geylang bahuru, our old sch area. turns out it's a gold mine. 1 block alone can get lyk 80 bucks. so me and turt contued doign doing doing. the first day was the bulk of my income for job week, anchoring a total of 180 bucks. nothin much on the first day, except tt i saw this damn chio indian girl, no not the black type the fairer ones, she was hot. haha and she donated 2 bucks to me. well u realise all white indians are chio and they do not stink. it's the black indians tt are the ones polluting the environment. i am not a racist.

Day 2

day 2 was damn slack. woke up at 8. called turt. to dsicuss where to go on tt very same day. haha. we decided to go back to kallang. so meet at mac at 10. zh tagged along, we set from from mac only lyk 12? haha. the first door tt opened was this damn chio chinese girl in her twenties. her hair was damn nice. can become lux model liao. see chinese oso got chio ones lah. too bad she nv donated to me. was earting breakfast or soemthing. didn't even see her stand up, she was sitting down all along whiel she was talkign to me. haiz. but still she was chio.

we found out kallang was almost all done, so we went to tampines. dunno why turt choose tt area. i noe he has no frens lah, but me and zh got u noe. we were lyk covering our faces and took the most deserted paths arcoss teh interchange. gah wtf am i doing in tampines. we did a bit of job week there before retunign to sch,. half the tiem i was scanning my surroudnings to see if there was anyone whom i knew and quickly run. went to this house wif tons of cosmopolitian and vogue magazine. whoa some new age house. i like. too bad they never donate oso. wouldnt; midn if they donate a back dated issue of cosmopolitian or vogue.... haiz but they didn't.

shouted out at 7:27 AM

-=interlude=-

week's almost over, hols are coming. mixed feelings, on one hand i can fiannly take some time off to relax, on the other, 1 term has just passed. 1 out of 4 terms completed. in less than 7 months time, i will have to face my o's, and leave the sch. fear is evident, but at the saem time, i feel damn sad, sad to leave the whole victorian family behind, sad to leave the crazy 4f class, sad to leave my teachers. it's lyk suddenly when i am enjoying it the most, the end's coming. in less than 7 months time, i will have to leave everything, everything in victoria sch. sometimes when i think botu it i feel lyk crying, it's seriosuy damn sad. the feeling is much worse then tt of leaving primary sch, perhaps it's coz i have grown up and found nice ppl in dis sch... but still, i am bounded by fear and sadness.

so far the small vunerable tug boat of mine has been sailing on course in the stormy sea, heading straight for land. ca1s results are back, only waiting for english, and from the looks of it, i am fine. yes i am fine. . double A1s for both a and e maths. double A2s for both lit and higher chinese, haha have to thank ms koh for upping tt 1 mark =), a B3 for chemistry, and of course my all along screwed subject physics which i managedto pass wif a C6 and geog wif a C5. now i still waiting for my english, then i can calculate my l1r5 so far my l1r4 is 9, shld be enuff to go poly ya if i can't go jc.. haha

some gal from kc has a crush on lionel.. haha jolyn sms me today to ask me if lionel was in my class. weird. which girl would have a crush on lionel? tt spastic shit badminton player tt goes ard farting in ppl's face all day...some guy called terrence lim from 4e noes jolyn and he noes me... lol names seem familiar but i can't remeber his face. feel lyk a lot of ppl in dis sch noe me but i dun noe them... i can't name half the class of ppl from 4e... well shall go find out tomorrow during lit class...

dennis and farrell are disgusted tt chook is secretly sms ms tham... and not sms regarding work but regarding talking cock. haha just reliased tt farrel actaully reads my blog... scary sia wonder how many mroe whom i dunno comes here and read... avery came up to me the other day and told me my blog song very the nice... haha of course mah it's chosen by lim bei where got not nice, but still it came as a surprise tt he came in to my blog.... anyway chook got damn pissed when i started chanting WHOA SOME CHOOK LOVE MS THAM ARH... haha damn scary he suddenly gave a blind blow from behind, hitting hilmi who blocked me, haha wad can i say himli's my bouncer cum hitman... lol, then chookslam his books on the stairs and went up to me lyk he want to whakc the hell out of me.. damn scary, but it also reveals another side of chook. hu in the world would get pissed and as in real pissed when u start making fun of him having a crush on a teacher? i mean it's lyk the whole world noe i lov ms tham, but i never react violently mah... coz we all take it as some joke... but chook's reaction was totally different, telling a whole new different story to the situation... haha no surprise though, it was chook hu gave ms tham his no and ask her to pop him a msg if she's coming... tt's why i was wondering how the heck did ms tham noe our pit number, now we all noe it's chook tt secretly feed info to her arh.. haha... relax lah chook...

shouted out at 5:34 AM

yay finally got an a1 for my lit paper. the paper which i did wif no confidence at all. i find it very the funny, it's always when i ahve no confidence in the apper, i can score. haha got a 19/25 for the paper. tt's a 72%. haha but overall i got 70 which is an a2. actually my oringal mark for my ca was 18, so when added up it makes 69 for overall, but ms koh was so kind to add one to it to make my average thus making it a 70. haha ms koh u rox man.. always.. lol thanks from saving me form a b3 to a a2.. lov ya lots always >.<

and finally zhi cong's si pic courtesy of wenshu. rare talent discovered on investiture nite. she's 11 but a december child, so can be consioder 12. lyk wad i said, it's in teh genes. zhi cong is damn cute, his sis oso the same. haha. and no i am not a pedofile. it's for those aged 10 and below.

shouted out at 3:46 AM

l33t play at esplanade

early in the morning went to chia's office as usual. signed in for cs, a touch and go service, and then went to do my own stuff when i am suppose to do my cs. exploitation of the weak chia cs system. u come, u sign, and u carry on wif your normal life.

thrusday. the day i finally decided to drop my higher chinese. it has been 3 long confusing days. from getting back my results on monday, when i saw tt a2, i knew it was shit i am gonna get into. a2 is the grade tt leads u to nowhere. to move forward, or to back out, the decision is all up to u. well the sch admin headed by of course none other than ang pao chew obviously wnats us to scram off higher chinese. a simple logic and aim: to get all those weak and incapable bastards to drop hcl, even those who has attained an a1. so ultimately only china ppl are left and of course the sch will get a 100% distinction for higher chinese, or somehting close to that. it's all simple politics of the ang pao chew admin. all of us saw though dis plan, but somehow they were convinicng enuff. i dropped.

well basically there were 2 paths for me, a decision tt's so hard for me to make. i was at the crossroads. either side has risks and benifits. if i contue hcl, my 2 points dedectuion for my l1r5 would be confirmed. but tt means a pernament a2 on my cert for chinese. and the time spent on studyign hcl is hell lot. if i drop, striahgt way my 2 points gone. but there's a high chance i get a 1 for chinese, thus sercuring a 1 and wif only 5 more subs to forcus on.

it has been a freaking hard decision for me to make. i was dman sad damn down for the past few days. but finally, i have decided to drop. yes drop drop drop. now i presnet task is to ake sure i get an a1 for my chinese.

so bakc to thurs, after sch i had some play to wtahc at the esplanade wif lit and history ppl. went home, played dota, and once again dota ruinned it all as i estimated the time 1 hour late. lucky aaron was oso late... if not i damn pai seh. went togetehr wif 4e ppl for dinner. dun feel comfortable ard wif them, simply becoz i dun really neo all of them esp aaron. gah where's my 4f... haiz. went to esplanade and watched the play. not very interesting. i think they shld let us watch schinler's list. it covers all grpounds instead of spedning 28 for a play in the esplanade.

after the play we were all dman hungry, so we decided to go for supper lor.. haha yay i am wif 4f finally. 4e ppl all damn nerd. all go home. haha ms koh oso. when i ask aaron whether wna go supper a not... then ms koh was lyk j-wei u shdl go home dun stay out so late.. haha ppl hungry must find food mah... saw ms koh wlak out of esplande alone wif yang zhi and some 4e guy trialing behind. lolz the whole lot really going home wihtout supper. one interesting point... why the hell is mr khoo not sendning ms koh home sia... he has a damn car rite.. both teachers lyk dun noe each other afetr the play lyk tat, just walk off in oppostie directions... it's kidna lyk basic courtesy to send your collegue home esp when it's 11pm at night. strange strange strange, well he's mr khoo, wad can i say.

ok off we went the 4f gang haha damn fun sia wif them... wlak here walk there talk cock. went to city link 7-11 and it was closed. wtf. 7-11 closed at 11.30pm at night. go change your shop name lah. went home wif zhao wif an empty stomach. still, had to admit it was fun..

shouted out at 7:04 AM