i just realised something. i am screwed.

we came from victoria. we played. we pon school. we pon lecture. we skip tutorial. we played. we played. and now. we are in deep shit. for we know nuts about anything. nuts.

farrell's first call for help: "eh do you think we shld start studying again?"

lol.

yes i tink we shld. but how to start? we have fallen very deeply dis time. help.

sons of victoria. untie. let's start studying. haha.

bullshit. wait for friday posting come out den say first lah.

shouted out at 2:04 AM

yesterday, the only day in my entire seventeen years of life tat i could spend lyk my father is mr chook kum kay.

met aaron at tanjong pagar to get his oakleys replaced, but after a short walk realised the shop was closed. one wasted trip. so we proceeded to apple centre at orchard, where i waltzed into the shop and waltzed out with my new ipod video. haha actually i spent half and hour considering whether to get the black one or the white one. came up with a reasonable conclusion tat "white's the colour but black's nicer". haha so i went for white knowing black's nicer.

felt quite rich after tat through i am 548 bucks poorer. i spent 548 in less den 30 seconds, i qualify to be shaun chook. haha. but of cos shaun has kum kay, i dun have. so shit i am 548 bucks poorer.

went to taka after tat, felt dis sudden urge to walk into the lv shop, since i just spent lyk my dad was mr chook kum kay. but of cos i did a reality check and realised my dad does not drive a merc SL500, so i decided not to walk into the shop. haha.

went to dhoby ghuat to play daytona, ooo feel quite rich there oso since we spent ard 10 bucks on daytona. heh heh me and aaron hog up the machine lyk nobody's business. den after tat we wenbt starbucks for coffee. whooo u tell me i just spent 548 and i am drinking high class coffee. whoohooo.

went to esplanade after tat.. i tink esplanade is the most romantic place in singapore. the sights and sounds are just so romantic, although it was quite gay going there with aaron. esplanade brought back memories, memories of the happy times i spent watching plays with my lit class and ms koh, memories of walking down the very romantic path to the recital studio, memories of being right beneath the durian and staring out at the beautiful night scene, memories...

yeah taking time off my freaked up situation in vjc. it's going to be a lonely day again on monday. but i am proud to say i am in vjc. not many can be inside. yeah not many. don't try.


so wonderfully magical. the esplanade.

fly with me

shed your inhabitants

take my hand

follow me

i do not bite

the view is great

open your eyes

do you see?

the wonders ahead

i want to share

travel the world with you

so much to discover

countless adventures

we can take it slow

its not meant to overwhelm

don't be afraid

i'm with you

will you come?

take my lead

trust me please

i just want you to be happy.

www.whitedogbobby.com

shouted out at 1:13 AM

i feel damn depressed now lah.. was thinking back bout my pass 3 months in vjc, and i realised i wasted my time there for i have really never accomplised any damn thing. firstly we do not study in vjc, no one studies for first 3 months and tat's a fact unless u are freakin david poh. so dun tell me first 3 months is for to a jc to study, tt's bullshit. i went vj and got posted into some arts class, and started mixing ard with some ppl there, although i tell myself not to mix ard too much or get too inloved in the sch itself. and now my class is splitting, and everybody is leaving, and i feel so alone once again. i wld be in some freak weird class cos, and the class ppl wld be all glued together while i will be trying to mix.. it's just weird. and i feel so bad to randall, who is seriously such a nice nice guy. he really deserves more lah. why ppl lyk mason whole day pon sch but still can stay in vj although he get 15 points while randall have porlbems staying even though he's so hard working but only getting 17 points. it's just not fair the way this world works. and i feel so lonely in vjc, i have accomplised shit inside there and i feel tat i have just wasted my 3 months of time there, and now i am even more hurtful and lonely, why bring dis on myself when i cld have just came in during second intake and none of such things wld have happened.

but of cos first 3 months exposed me to many different frens tat i wldn't be able to get if i am going to come in during second intake. but still, this feeling is very very depressed, i can't take it anymore, i do not feel any drive to come vjc. i miss vs dearly, even though we were under pressure cos of the coming prelims and o's, we were happy and bonded together as a class, i felt the drive to go sch. but now, so empty. urgh.

life goes on...

shouted out at 6:51 AM

The Class of 4F 2005




Aaron - Cheong Chee Bye!!!
Aparajith - the short ah neh hu talks big but den super hum ji, shld just slap him.
Lionel - FOS
Farrell - Mutated Fish
Louis - bloody rich mum dirves some freakin sports merc
Sai Bond - har pa gou (bulldog)
Shaun Chook - KUM KAY!!!! do i need to eleborate?
Songyan - drowning himself in self pity
Gary - gary's father owns an oil company. gary uses his ipod shuffle as his thumbdrive. dis type of ppl just have too much money.
Hilmi - JUZ ICE. [Chief Justice of the Justice League]
Zu Yao - the guy who walks wif his armpits open, can nv close them. [Justice SehNat (not straight) of the Justice League]
Yizhe - u shld have just punched bala till he died lah, make his nose bleed not enuff
Yuan Dern - slacker
Lalit Kumar - LA TITS. HE NEEDS A FREAKIN SHAVER. no go and brazilian wax your entire face.
Zhao - hyprocrites unite!
Zong Rong - muscle man, wall puncher, talk and chair thrower, dun mess wif zr when he's in rage. he can kill.
Daniel - wad's wif tat curly hair of yours?
Nicholas - MALAYSIAN. TEE HOON. cult.
Leon - FOS
YingKai - do u ever cut your hair?
Mason - slacker
Najid - FOS
Dinie - SEHAT [Justice SEHAT (smelly) of the Justice League]
Faris - MALIK!!!! haha go cut hair lah
Hamdan - the only mat i have seen mugging so hard. yeah man u deserve your vj
Hatib - BF!! (black fuck) hahahahahahaha. rock on bro :)
Iman - no 1 hypocrite.
Cassidy - PUSS
Peng Leng - the only person hu koped litmus paper frm the chem lab and tested it on his semen. according to peng leng, semen is alakaline as it turns red litmus paper blue, and according to peng leng the litmus paper does not have to be moist cos semen contains hydrogen molecules which allows the colour change to occur. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Fabian - sexuality questioned.
Ryan - ZHOU JIE LUN. pak21.
J-Wei - whoooh0000 class retard
Sundar - smart indian. but u shld try Loreal FX gel on your hair instead of coconut oil.
Rong Hua - loud speaker
Derrick - vulgar foul mouth boy. another apar, only noe how to talk big but damn hum ji. just slap him.
Shawn - puffing kills
Waseem - ARCRAM!! another rich kid, dad owns some gem company.
Wei Xin - smart smart smart
Dennis - PENIS!!! hahaha go sell leaves wif nicole lah

Exco
Monitor- Dennis
Asst Monitor - Shaun Chook
Secetary - Cassidy
Welfare Head - Najid
Media Resource(Cleaner Boi) - Faris
Treasurer - Hatib
Captain - J-Wei
A/E maths - Wei Xin
Physics - Waseem
Chemistry - Louis
Biology - Derrick
ss/hist - Louis
ss/geog - Mason
CME - Mason

Teachers
FT / Chem - Mdm Sim Siew Kwan
AFT - Mr Maran
Eng - Ms Lorraine Tham
A/Emaths - Mrs Wong Li Meng
ss/geog - Mdm Kwok
ss/hist - Mr Khoo
Phy - Mrs Setho
Bio - Ms Leow
Lit - Ms J. Koh

Lest we forget..










we are the band of brothers,
united we stand,
united we fall.

.: four f two zero zero five :.



shouted out at 4:45 AM

our judgement day.

we have all worked hard. 6 months of intense studying, study until go crazy, but den still must study. i study until i grow so fat, but still must study.

and finally, the day we all dread, yet at the same time the day we secretly dreamt of our own
victories.

so friday was the day. 2.30pm. 10th december 2005. as it edged closer, we got more and more nervous. special thanks to ms koh hu quoted dis line from the bible "grant me the faith to do things i can and the serenity to accept things i cannot change." haha tat was so enlightening la. thanks darling ms koh :)

spent the whole of thursday playing dota and chit chatting with frens, keep my mind busy so i won't tink bout the results too much. but still couldn't slp tat night, mental torture, freakin mental torture. special thanks to ruth ruiyi audrey serena huey ying randell royce darly for all your encouragement, love ya always darlings.

so friday came, and it was hell of a freakin mental torture. went sch early at 12 to realise they nv pin the single digit pointers on the board yet, so i wasted $11.60 on my taxi.

as 2.30pm edged closer we all got very very nervous.

and in the end.. it was a day of victory for me, a day tat i wld be rewarded for all my hardwork and effort spent studying..

i got an,

eight.

EIGHT.

haha yea praise the Lord!

and i just realised, it's exactly wad i wrote in my wish list. haha.

shaun chook got a 6, he deserved it for all the hardwork he spent studying. farrell got a 9, haha tat guy who always go temasek poly wif me to study frm 9am in tjhe day till 11pm at night. haha rock on man bros.

but my heart goes out to some hu didn't make it, cassidy hu got a 10, i tink cass don't deserve dis result la, he has certainly been working very hard, dennis too, hu got a 13, wish them best of luck and not worry too much ya :)

audrey got 7
ruth got 10
ruiyi got 6
huey ying got 7
royce got 9
daryl got 9
poor randall got 17

thank the Lord once again, and all those whom i studied together with, and all those who encourged and helped.

special thanks to all my wonderful teachers:

ms sim sk for chem
mdm kwok for combined humans
ms lorraine tham for being our wonderful english teacher, will be your captain always ahha :)
and not forgetting darling ms jennifer koh, 4 solid years of teaching me lit!!! haha u have been a truly wonderful and sweet literature teacher :)

special thanks to my bestest best frens:

aaron lim - 4 years of solid frenship :)
shaun chook kum kay - the super handsome shaun whose dad (kum kay) was the first guy to score a hole in one at laguna country club. oh shaun u all noe we love you! :) still rmbr the times we spent studying late into the evening in 4F.. haha those were the days, now gone..
farrell chan - mutated fish. haha the only thing he can eat at long john silver's is combo 1, cos combo 1 onyl has chicken while all the otehr combos got fish. btm line, he can't eat FISH. or he wld be eating his own kind. hahaha. will nv forget the times we spent studying together in temasek poly.
mat faris bin abdul MALIK - the guy who always has a lot of ideas, haha oso introduced to us going temasek poly to study. haha thanks bro! rock on man :)
cassidy - take care ya dude :)
ronghua - another pro runner, loud speaker, the only person hu will be attracted by the two words "dick" and "balls". haha he jack ppl oso dun show mercy whack until damn hard.
desmond - freakin smart, freakin racist.
gary

special thanks to my vjc frens:

audrey - whoohooo 7 points ah haha rawk on babe. thanks for everything :) including letting me copy your math tutorials and teaching me econs. hahaha. thanks for your bday card too :)
ruth - haha the only person i can talk cock wif, and when i mean cock i mean really cock. haha some pro dsa dancer oso.
dee jee - thanks for all the encourgement dear, love ya always :)
ester - my ogl haha the only person whom i can swear freely infront of
wenny - my another ogl, love ya lots! :)
ruiyi - 6 points ah.. smart smarrrrtttt
huey ying - thanks for your patrick star fish sweet dispenser haha, and all the encourgement u have given me, truely grateful :)
royce - CUCUMBER BOI!!! hahaha
daryl - glue sniffer, super smart guy
randall - my loyal toliet buddy! haha hope u can stay in vj man. can one la u appeal in confirm can de. really hope to see u ard in vj :)

and of cos a mega thank you to VICTORIA SCHOOL :)

though the sch admin sucks, though the food in the canteen sucks, though the library auntie very guai lan, through mr chia very guai lan, though apc gets to sit in air con rm while he ask us to conserve electricity on our fans and lights in our classes, though the eco pond is better off being a grassland, though all tat, only victorai sch has been able to give me a holistic education. yeah.

a big thank you to SCOUTS too

without u i wldn't be who i am today. the valuable skills and experiecnes in scouts, i am rpoud to tell others tat scouts is not just a slack cca. haha. thank you zhihan, wil beng, kai urn, alex, javier, sam, seng wai for all your guidence and support. :) thank the juniors oso, nic, wenshu, winston, haha u guys make my day brighter :)

last but not least 4F 2005!!!

no class wld ever give me such an experience. we played hard, we worked hard. in fact we were the 2nd lousiest class in the lvl la, everyday go sch and play, pon lessons when o's was just a stone throw away, breaking windows while we played soccer in class, shooting air gun pellets up into the ceiling, haha a truly wonderful class :) i got 33 for sec 3 CA2, den 24 for sec 4 mid yr, den 10 for prelims and finally 8 for o's. dis result not tyco, is i mug back de.

WHOOOOHOOOOO :):):):):):):):)

shouted out at 9:51 PM

our last outing together before the release of our o's results. back den we were still inncocent and free. it's kinda sad, for we all know once the o's are released, everything will be changed, we will be splitting up, everybody will each take our separate paths, making new frens and meeting new partners, everything, everything wld change. for better or for worse.

dis outing was kinda impromptu, haha suppose be be only dinner wif faris and zr, but of cos more came, and i am so glad, so glad.

we had dis chili sauce eating competition at long john silver's. it's crazy la farrell ate lyk 21 packets of chili while faris ate 19 packets of chili. haha faris lost, but it doens't really matter, for we wowed the long john's uncle by taking 40 packets of chili frm him. haha. we was kind enuff to pose wif all the eaten chili sauce. lol


long john silver uncle rocks man! hahaha




faris

farrell


farrell playin wif some lorry in the arcade.. haha he's super retarded lah




desmond on the same retarded dino tat cass was on a few months ago. haha dunno why the retarded dino is still there in the midst of all the daytona machines.


we have finally found another 7-11 beside the one in city link tat doesn't open for 24 hours. haha retarded den call it 7-11 for wad man.. anyway another retarded photo.. haha theif faris trying to pull open the shutters while inspector ronghua tries to stop him. hahaha


faris rh and me being retarded sitting outside mac on baby chairs.

yea the long await pictures are finally out.. haha faris can start downloading liao lah.. it's been a long time since i blogged properly.

it's kinda sad, our last outing, before we get back our o's.


*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever*

shouted out at 5:37 AM

friday.

2.30pm.

10th Febuary 2006.

Lord grant me the faith to do things i can, and the serenity to accept things i cannot change.

shouted out at 3:50 AM

my sweet 17






thank you everyone :)

shouted out at 5:30 PM