what happened to those fond memories?
what happened to those happy times?
what happened to those carefree moments?

gone are the days.

i am sick and tired of going through all this shit over and over again everyday.

there's no more life in me.

life's a bitch.

shouted out at 9:10 AM

mug mug mug mug mug :)






haha i like these 2 pictures. spot the difference.

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Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...

shouted out at 7:18 PM

it's been a long time since i last blogged. i guess some misunderstandings can nv be settled. no matter how hard u try, just whne u think everyhting's fine, it comes back to you all over again and u realised it was worst than before. this time i am not going to take the first step to say sorry for something tat i have nv done. it's not my fault seriously. so yeah i guess it wild just be the way it will be and will always be. but i wish you all the best in your studies. don't lose hope, jiayou. god bless you, though i know u will still be hating me to the core. it's okay, as long as my conscience is clear, i have done my part.

been studying late in school. having been relly very productive these few days, or at least tt's how i feel. somehow i just can't memorise the stuff well. did chemistry today, group 7 elements can is enough to kill, while periodic table u look at it until u can get headache. haha tt's just chem, and tt's just' life. one more week to prelims, dunno why but i do not feel the same nervous anticipation tat i did during the mid years. perhaps after 11 years of education the feeling just wears off. after all exams are just exams, no need to make a big deal out of it, just do your part, the others will be left to god.

people all around me are in love. hahaha. noticed quite a few potential ones. perhaps it's not love, it's just an infatuation, but still it's interesting to watch. there's sth seriously going on between ki and xy. i have seen enough to know. but it's a werid combination. haha one so tall and skinny the other so black and short. love is blind i guess. haha. or perhaps infatuation is blind. but on second thought, both are quite werid ppl. ki has a genuis brain, seriously ki u are a genius hu just sits in the odac room doing nothing but yet u can teach us everything from every single subject, but his genuis brain has led to some mutated growth of his hair. haha pernamently permed hair. u should grow it longer, den u will look lyk some afro guy. haha no offence dude, and thanks for helping me with all my math, appreciate it yeah. xy is just weird. study freak. haha opps shldn't use the word freak cos it's suppos eto be VERY sensitive. xy can have her butt glued to the chair for 1 whoel day without moving from tat position, all in the name of studying. given up trying to talk to her cos her reply is always less than 10 words. it's a mentally taxing activity trying to talk to her. hhaha but stay tat way, tt's wad make both of u unique, and continue staying in the room so i can have my mobile ki teacher :)


kum kay is coming to climb mountain with us. hahaha. guess i have kinda gotten over the fact tat we are allowing outsiders to come climb a mountain tat is more difficult than korbu. well they will certainly get to see the super untied odac family. haha odac is a giant molecular structure with strong covalent bonds. and with kum kay coming to climb mountain, it means all our equipment will be sponsored by none other than kk himself. haha timberland trekking boots, windbrackers, warm wear, beanies, gloves, backpacks. and not forgeting a professional EOS camera. hahaha

gtg slp now. it's 12am.

shouted out at 9:05 AM

some ppl shld just learn to toughen up. the world doesn't revolve around u, U revolve arpound the world. i DO NOT have to change myself because of YOU. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? i get on with my life as perfectly as u get on with yours. wad i do in my life is my own decision, if it affects you, too bad. maybe u shld stop and see that it only affects YOU and YOU AND ONLY YOU and the rest are unaffectted. if u are going to be scornful, so be it, it's none of my business if u have any problems in life. tt's your own business. u settle it yourself. by pushing the blame all to me, you are being SELFISH AND SELF CENTRED. ADN U STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO CRITICISE ME? look at yourself in the mirror before judging others. get real. stop living in your little world where everyone accomodates you. I EMPHASIZE AGAIN AND AGAIN THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU.

WAKE UP.

some ppl just make your blood boil.

shouted out at 5:39 AM

just watched The Family Man on chnnel 5. super super super touching. almost cried after the whole show. super touching nice show. should go watch it over and over again, one of the best i ahve ever seen. wah super touching. my heart totally melted now. haha

watched singapore idol top three encore telecast earlier in the night. jasmine tye sang well for the first song, yeah she totally did. somehow my heart melted when she sang tat song and i knew she was gonna get voted out. haish very very sad that jasmine got voted out.

promos in 2 weeks time, yet i am losing the drive to study. haish.

and My Valentine by Martina Mcbride is good stuff.

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

shouted out at 9:34 AM

today is a sad day.

jasmine tye got voted out.

and there's some unknown create that laid eggs on the door of the cupboard in the living room, and the eggs are freakin grose. no one know which creature laid it. but the eggs are grose. still quite affected by the sight of the eggs. can't imagine such a creature is living in my house. yuck. but my dad will clear the eggs later. haha. den all would be fine.

but i am still sad.

poor jasmine.

and snow patrol's chasing cars totally rock.




goodbye jasmine my singapore idol. we will be missing u.

shouted out at 7:56 AM

one week of holidays just passed lyk tat. i have nv felt any holiday mood for a single day. dis hols is just mug mug and mug all the way. 7 days a week i am in school mugging or having odac. getting quite sick and tired of all these already. can feel it both mentally and physically. lyk today, i feel just so weak and tired, and i just couldn't mug anymore in the odac room though the studying conditions were excellent. a fatal combination of unhealthy 7/11 mircowaved meals and lack of sleep i guess.

maybe it's time to take a break from all these studying. but promos are in 3 weeks time, there is no no no time to slack at all. evryday it's just study study study study.

life just goes on, but i am really very very tired.



this picture is just so sweet.

and jasmine tye is soooo gonna win singapore idol. she's just so pretty and she sings well and her singing is getting better and better. besides she the only female now, so she will confirm be offered some music contract even if she gets voted out next week, wich is lyk quite confirm. or maybe the voting system wd be warped so tat she will be the next singapore idol cos we can't have 2 guys being singapore idols rite. haha. it's something lyk the vs head prefect, every year it chagnes in race, haha there's a trend if u actually go and observe. so dun ever belive in voting, democracy nv existed.

shouted out at 7:34 AM

this blog is not dead not dead not dead not dead not dead. hahaha i just dun have the time to update la had dis math study camp in school. haha from monday to wednesday. wah shoik everyday wake up and jsut do math math and more math. haha i now noe how to do intergration 8.1 and 8.2, which will increase my chances of passing math exam to like 0.01%. haha still dertermination is the key to succes. i shall continue and JIAYOU.

lots of odac activities going on throughout the week oso. pioneering. poor monster. sorry dude. a BASE POLE feel from a height of 2m and whakc this head straight. freakin hell that was somthing u wld nv like it to happen again. he just stun down there for awhile la, before saying "ouch" in his monster way. haha. den came the blood. blood blood and more blood. it jsut bled and bled and bled. all of us were super shocked. u touch his head your hand full of blood. it's lyk in movies, was quite terrified oso. and he just bled. the blood was dripping down all over his head la. scary and terrifying. but monster being monster is just monster who feels little pain and is still CHEERFUL AND ALERT. haha tt was wad the ambulance wrote in their report. quite retarded. u think doctors would care if u are CHEERFUL?

lucky monster being monster survived this with nothing but some glue for this 2cm wound. crazy la, dun even need stich. tahnk god he's fine. super scary. was terrified all the way. glad that everything's well and fine now. haha thank god. THANK GOD.

camping in sch is ultra fun. haha we spend lyk 24 hours in the odac room. lol really it's 24 hours. i count hor one day we take 15min bathe brush teeth and all tat plus another 15min to go toliet. so we spend ard 24 hours in the odac room. hahaha godlike. den at night oso can see alot of scandalous couples walking out of the sch, dunno if they come to study or come to pak thor.

haha gtg slp now. gonna go sch mug again tmr. PROMOS IN 3 WEEKS TIME. nad i duno why but i am muggign harder than o's. lol this is scary stuff. haha

shouted out at 8:38 AM

been super bnusy with MUGGING lately. haha ironic yeah. but still, dis blog is not dead. shall update when i have time. :)

shouted out at 8:52 AM

family 3 carnival. wah odac totally owned it with our flying fox. haha at first very little ppl came den we were quite worried if anyone wld come. den when people really come they come lyk free. haha our flying fox was lyk flooded. it was so flooded til the queue was a 40mintue wait. haha in the end we had to take down the nos of those who are interested and call them to come when our queue clears up. haha super busy but super fun. the carnivla was super shoik oso. got dis uncle ringo ride that swings u 360 in the air. u feel lyk u are gonna fly out of your seat any moment. haha super thrilling. seet was kind enuff to treat us all to the ride. haha he paid lyk 108 bucks for all 18 ppl to go up.

played ard with helium ballons too. i was lyk next to the helium tank. haha madness. i refillewd my balloon lyk 4 times. i tink there's some negative side effects for inhaling too much helium gas but i dun really care. haha maybe one day i wld jsut wake up and talk lyk mickey mouse.

vs dinner after that. at 25 bucks per person, it more lyk a get to meet up with old frens than a real dinner. cos the stuff that they serve i can buy and cook it for 10 bucks. seriously cheat ppl's money. but nvm it's for charity, or so they say. every year oso got charity. i keep donating to ppl, hu donate to me? and vs actaully invited vj student council to come for free dinner. i dunno what the sch admin is thinking. u wan invite oso invite some old boys who are from vs rite. it's a VS dinner not a VJ dinner. once again this shows how the sch admin and the old victorians association is screwed up. still in opening speech hao lian how good OVA is. chi da bian. bunch of propaganda.

but nvm met up with alot of 4f ppl. haha everyone change super alot. zr now wears contact lens. haha can't imagine him putting on contacts. i think he will just punch the contacts la. mason't maureen tatto is grose cos he went to scratch it and now it's all red and swollen. cass is now some big big hunter in ajc. hahaha. derrick soh is still the same old bastard that talks alot of cock but is freakin hum ji. pravind is still as small and as black as ever. LAM ZHAO YAO STILL AS RICH AS EVER.

went to walk walk ard the sch with cass and pravind, wah the place changed alot. alvin lim has implemented this stupid idea of putting old comic books at the canteen tables so ppl can read and eat at the same time. i tink he's crazy. i wld just use the book as free paper to clean the table. the school has now a super hell lot banners. dunno for what oso, for me to steal maybe. hahaha.

4f just rocks la.



the picture says it all. VS


family 3 carnival! using kum kay's 3 mega pixel n80 camera fone to take. haha i tink kk's fone is cool stuff, the pictures come out super clear unlike my other two pictures that i used my 1.3 meg to take. haha. and oh did u noe this choo choo train that i am in is powered by nissan engine plus air con and gearbox and everything? freakin cool la i am like sitting in a car except that it's actaully a choo choo train. and the meter can go up to 180km/h which means the choo choo train and travel at 180km/h! haha imagine u drivng on the highway den u see from your rearview mirror a CHOO CHOO TRAIN! haha the RUNAWAY LOCOMOTIVE! hahaha

shouted out at 3:31 AM