my blog isn't dead my blog isn't dead.

lol.

i shall recap on wad happened again.

i am still stuck with my black eye. but things got alot better after i could wear my contacts again. i cannot live without my contacts. really i cannot live without them. haha. with contacts i can wear my shades and i can walk ard lyk nothing has ever happened to my eye. yay. happiness. haha

life hasn't been great for me. life's a bitch. still very depressed bout my results and stuff. stuck at home with a black eye, living life aimlessly. it's lyk everything jsut comes crashing down again. i tot after promos i could take some time off and just enjoy and relax, but i am still plagued by all my terrible results and stuff. haiz sian.

but anyways went to collect my last and final oakley replacement specs. haha i think i changed at least 5 times for the frame already. make my money worth. this is the very last time cos my warrenty expired and if i wan to replace i have to pay 80 bucks. not worth it. how time flies, still rmbred the days where there was an oakely chase haha everybody started to wear oakley. first was pravind small black, den dennis, den me, haha and turtle who always said he wanted one but nv got one in the end. those times seemed so near, yet so far. how time flies...

went back to the odac room after tat to wait for ogl briefing tat starts at 5.45. SC is nuts. anyways, they were watching exorcist so i joined in. wah scary shit man scary shit. haha the film leaves u not terrified but disturbed. super disturbed. up till now i still have difficulty sleeping. haha

ogl briefing after tat. joalat we got online portal for ogls, and all your personal info reveals, which includes email add. this is super jialat lah. next time when we know our leagues, then confirm must do work, as in come up with cheers and everthing. so confirm msut lyk meet up onlien and discuss. den confirm the other ogls will add u on msn. so can actually tell them i dun have com or i dun have msn so they dun add me, but with this online portal they WILL know i have msn. so i cannot escape from work. HAHA THOUGHTS FROM A SLACKER. but i guess ogl wld be fun and cool beans. haha OGL OGL OGL! wah jwei become ogl. horrors.

after tat went out with rh farrel faris and puss for movie. haha impromptu movie lah. i gotta give it up to farrell chan. he can book movie at 7.30 when i am still traveling on 36 at 715. haha baik ah farrell. but well we still caught the movie at cathay. haha THE GUARDIAN. wah i super insipred but it now. it's bout the life story of us coast guards and the sacrifices they make. haha i shall go be a us coast guard. lol baywatch. addicted to the theme song now. NEVER LET GO. wah super zai the lyrics, all bout self sacrifce. haha the guardian was some emo show man. SO THAT OTHERS MAY LIVE. tt's the tagline of the us coast guards. haha cool beans.

oh and cathay got alot of chio bus at the popcorn counter. haha can nv forget cynthia. she quite cute sia. haha faris was buying nachos, from her, den dunno why cathay so dumb go put the name of the person serving u BIG BIG in front of the counter. haha asking for it sia. so we ask faris to go thank cynthia. haha shequite stunned but she took it well sia. haha den realised she quite cute. after the movie we all hovering ard the popcorn counter. haha. EYE CANDY! tt's it next time i will only watch movies at cathay so tat i can buy nachos from cynthia. HAHAHAHA

oh m oso reading tuesdays with morrie. actaully i finished reading already lah. quite emo oso the book. haha. not bad teach us bout life lessons. i now wan to read the kiteflyer. charles said it's very nice and emo oso. haha. shall start educating mysefl by reading again.

:)

shouted out at 8:01 AM

i am super bored bored bored at home. argh. i ned to go out. but how to go out with my panda eyes. i look lyk a freak la. den i cannot wear contacts for 1 week, tat means when i wear shades i wld be blind, wich is super uncomfortable and bad for the eyes oso. how how how how how. shit la shit la. stuck at home damn sian.

and i am successfully addicted to need for speed most wanted. haha.


CHIO RITE? oh my oh my it's my darling posche. and the graphics are cool. it's straight from my com la. haha cool beans

shouted out at 8:45 AM

went to the doc today to get my eye fixed up. haha wasn't a pleasant experience. my eyeball pain lyk siao. go there at 11am, the doc dunno go where, so i waited until 12pm. freakin hell which patient does tat man. my clinic in mt elizaberth, so every person tat i meet is 10 times richer than me. can't stand all of them. lv chanel burberry u name it they have it. can't stand all of them. ugh. disgusting. these ppl are just too rich. can't stand my clinic too, dunno why my gp refer me go until mt elizaberth, it's next to paragon medical centre, lyk wth. i am just a poor kid man.

so i finally got to see the doc. took this magnifying glass thing and stuff it into my eyeball, den he started checking my eyeball for the tear in the retina. the stupid light shine into my pupil super super super pain. was tearing lyk siao, but cannot move. u imagine u star at the sun with a magnifying glass. u get tat effect.

but nvm i REN. check my eyeball check here check there, take his own sweet time while i was suffering in pain. it's not physical pain, this one special type of pain, eyeball pain, lol cannot describe the feeling, it's just super jialat.

so he said my retina confirm got tear, so if i dun fix it it may tear furthur, which will lead to my detachement of the whole retina = blind. so no choice need to go for laser wielding. it wields the edges of the tear, to prevent it from tearing furture. which means even more pain.

so the time came for laser wielding. everything was the same, except the light intensity is 1000000000 times stronger. and i have to maintain for 3 mins. pure torture. the nurse had to hold my head to position even though she had already secured my head with some headband thingy. my eyeball hurt to the max. the doc promised it's painless. of cos it's painless, i can't feel anything physical, but it's a new type of pain lyk wad i have mentioned. haha. eyeball pain. the ultimate lvl of pain. i teared even more. drip drip drip but i cannot move cannot do anything while he was doing his laser wielding. sebeh jialat.

after the whole thing i was blinded for 10 mintues. can't see a thing. my eyeball screaming lyk siao. argh happiness. den still have to take mrt go home. sebeh jialat. jialat. but i got free show of chee ko pek inside the condom shop at lucky plaza. haha.

and now i am stuck at home with a black eye. lyk panda. lyk someone just punched me in the face.

laser wielding rocks.

shouted out at 3:37 AM

everything is finally over. over. quite glad tat finally i can really rest. this year has been a blast. drained both mentally and physically. i think if this goes on any furthur i wld really have broke down. haven't been blogging for qutie some time oso, so this post shall be my revival post. haha. shall now look back at at this long and tiring journey.

things really got from bad to worse when the mugging period started. haha everybody was really mugging like siao. so different from the vs culture. in vs ppl only start mugging lyk 1 week before the exams, but in vj ppl are starting to mug as early as 2 months before. crazy lah. suepr pressurised, so i oso started mugging haha. odac became my second home, overniht study camps, everyday after sch study inside there till 9pm. not a very condusive place, but can study. sometimes wld go library, yeah but odac room is lyk some junkyard where i dump all my files. the way xiaoyun studies is mad, totally mad. while ppl lyk ki and fan fan whole day go there and slp but yet they can answer whatever question u ask them. crazy hgh iq ppl. and of cos we all know ki has another motive for staying in the room. and of cos all those studying in the odac room wld know tat ki has another motive for staying in the room. haha. hunting some cloud, dunno which cloud.

was totally stretching myself both physically and mentally when i was mugging. it's crazy lah, and my brain's very tired, perhaps tat's why i wasn't at my optinum studying lvl. and when i was studying for o's i was actaully enjoying it, but mugging for promos was pure nightmare.

promos came as fast as it ended. honestly i guess i wasn't too prepared for it. still craming alot of informatiom a few hours before the exam, so everyday when i go for the paper my mind wasn't clear. costly mistake lah. haha.

after the promos still cannot rest. got the pirate ship. wah tat ship is oen realy piece of stress. odac's reputation on the line lah, must do a super good job. thanks guys, haha we did a super good piece of ship. and i will nv forget tat idiot odac senior tatr told me to stop living in self delusion tat wad i was building was a pirate ship. if i see him again i wld really wan to punch his face. say this type of comments to your junior, might as well just go and die, dunno wad kinda senior he is. knnccb. but well TAHNK YOU HUI HUI! we did a wonderful job. too bad tat idiot wasn't there to see the ship.

and after the ship mr seet kok wah kindly just dumped this whole project of building this minature tree house for a farewell gift for mrs chan. and the dead line was super tight. quite pissed off with seet, he was the one who suggested the idea, but yet he himself nv once come down to speak to us or help us out. all he did was arrow the whole job to mr ang who so kindly helped us with everything. thank you mr ang, and THANK YOU HUI HUI ONCE AGAIN! :) haha we did a super good job, and seet didn't seem to care.

from this 2 odac activities, saw the true colours of some odacers. some genuinely wan to help, while others are just ppl who are pretending to help, or some totally dun help at all. i learnt alot bout all these ppl. i dun understand how one can sit and start sleeping in the odac room in front of everyone hu is busy fixing up the tree house. or how some ppl can just stone and not help while we are all doing up the pirate ship, or worse still, a particular idiot tat just walk pass our pirate ship and go home lyk he wasn't in odac at all. seriously even if u are not interested u can just message me and tell me, u dun have to walk pass me and pretend u didn't know tat u were suppose to come and help. but well everything's finally over, quite glad it over oso, finally i can take a break. thank you hui hui once again :) wonderful pioneering chiefs forever. haha. our pirate ship OWNED kok's windmill. ahha.

just when i tot i could rest, got hit by monster's floorball stick. now my whole eye is blueblack. quite scary. and must go for some laser wielding cos the doc said the impact acsued part of my retina to drop out, and so have to laser wield it back to prevent it from dropping off even more. and the wrose case scenerio wld be the whole retina detaching itself, den i wld go BLIND. haha but i am actaully qutie blind already.

so i cannot go for fan's 2 star kayaking course. sian. stuck at home with one painful eye whole day play need for speed most wanted. haha






hazy hazy hazy hazy skies.


randall randall randall :):) i look retarded in this picture. haha

shouted out at 3:44 AM

exams are finally over. haha i am still online at 2am in the morning. super shoik. tmr i wld just slp till afternoon. haha.

but dis promos haven't been promising. for the hardwork and all tat effort i put in, somehow i didn't get the results i shld get. maybe i was just sutyding hard and not sutyding smart, so yeah must change study plan next time onwards, every single detail oso must study, cannot miss out anything in the lecture notes.

quite disappointted bout my promo's performance. but well wad's done is done. i have done my best, trsut god to do the rest.

last paper today. chinese. haha seriously chinese is just a waste of time, they shld jsut give us the chinese a lvl paper at the start of the year and let us do. chinese lessons have been a do all u want slp all u like period for me and others. haha. so more or less just went in and owned the paper. which was harder than mid years by abit so shld get a B if not tyco tyco get A again. haha.

went out with a14 after tat. realsied tat tt's the most wonderful class i have in vj. haha even after 5 months, we are still as close as ever, and still as frenly as ever. perhaps is cos of the small class size, tat everybody knows each other very well. haha had a lot of fun eating at seoul garden for 4 hours with johnnie trying to act as spastic as he could. haha johinne can be our resident clown.

after tat went to eat steam boat with odac. lol it's the same thing lah. haha after eating at seoul garden, steamboat at marina bay became an inferior good. haha so i didn't eat at all. or maybe i ate a little. the stupid women there was being a bitch bout ppl eating and not paying, den in the end she forced drey to pay. wah spoil mood lah. haha but the nite still went on as we went to talk cock after the steamboat. haha

the haze is getting worse and worse lah. hope it won't affect our ight cycling tmr. really looking forward to it. freedom on a bike. haha. we sshld have a huge huge singaore map den we throw darts and go to the place where the dart lands on the map. wah tat would be cool. ahah. if the stupid haze really affect our cycling tmr, wah gonna be damn pissed off. indon gahmen shld just provide the palm tree companies with free tree cutting services, den they won't have to burn the stupid plantation and casue so much haze. selfish dogs lah. it has become a negative externality, where the marginal social cost is much much higher than the marginal personal benefit, causing a dead wieght lost. in such cases, the indon gahmen shld either use taxation for the haze tat they give out, or tradable permits to limit the amt of haze polluted. but obviously none of it is being done cos it's jsut the gahmen. stupdi alh every breath i take i can smell haze. irritating.

blogger is damn screwed up again. cannot upload photos. seriously we shld jsut all boycott blogger.

shouted out at 9:57 AM