haha i shall blog now or i will be too lazy to blog again.

this vietnam trip super sian, haha everything over kill over kill.

started off first day met and changi airport. somehow i had a super bad feeling for this trip, like i am gonna die or sth. but of cos it's wrong la, or i wouldn't be typing this here. haha. we had fish and co and everything, den boarded the plane in the afternoon. budget terminal is really budget. brings back memories since i use to study at hans there. haha. they dun even have a plane ticket, it's just some cheap paper that acts as a free seating pass. super budget. den we have to walk up to the plane ourselves. wah first time i walk. haha. everytime is got this tube thing tat connects the airport to the plane, den this time must walk up the feeling quite cool. haha.

reached vietnam at night already. chiong to some super squeezy mini van and the van sped off lyk siao. feel lyk gta la. vietnam roads got no law no order. the road super big but got no road divider or no traffic light. and they horn likle crazy. every 5 secs confirm horn once. siao vietnamese. i thing if i drive there confirm kana car crash.

haha so we caught a train tat left for sapa, where fasipan was. the train super cool. got cabin of 4 ppl. wah the beds super compact and everything was so neat and nice. haha although it was super old la. vietnam ma, cannot expect much. but felt so cool first time i sleep in a train. hahaha

the mountain climb was ok. wasn't as good as korbu. physcially, fasipan is tougher, but mentally, NOTHING CAN BEAT KORBU. fasipan is a luxury compared to korbu. got porters to cook WARM food for us, plus got this log house that was already built nicely for us to slp in. wah super shoik plus the weather. but the track was difficult and dangerous some parts ah, really thank god for helping me o else i think i really will die. haha. the submit wasn't as wonderful as we expected. quite retarded acutally. haha. and somehow the feeling of staisfaction wasn't there. korbu we cried and hugged and everything, fasipan was like "orh i reach the submit already." no feeling no nothing. perhaps we haven't suffered enuff to get that type of bond ba. haha. no thank you i dun wan to suffer anymore.

so fasipan ended and we were back in vietnam, the land of horrors. poverty everywhere. got poor thing those small kids. went shopping and everything, as ususal when odac goes out scandals can be seen very clearly. we have STELLA AND QI CAO, WILSON KI AND XIAOYUN, MONSTER AND LIWEN. haha super clear la if u stand behind and see.

so back to the point. vietnam food is uber dirty. i eat the road side stall the next morning i vomited like siao. haha. so i vomitted during the trip. horrors waste my one day where i could have gone shopping but had to rest in the hotel instead. argh sian. but nvm 1 day only. after my vommitting recovered, i had diarrheoa. hahahaha. my stomach cannot take dirty vietnam food.

after sapa we went to ha long bay, slpt on board this junk. haha the junk super cool. 3 storeys. got cabin oso. but the cabin smells lyk shit dunno why. the restuarant's cool. but life in vietnam is slow and boring, so we practically had nothing to do on board. damn sian i learn to play 10000000000000000000 card games.

after the junk nothin much happen, go back singapore liao. hahahah. life is vietnam is SLOOWWW AND BORINGGGG.

pictures will be uploaded soon :)

shouted out at 3:28 AM

DIS BLOG ISN'T DEAD I AM GONNA POST TMR TMR TMR TMR TMR

shouted out at 8:06 AM

tomorrow.

fasipan awaits.

vietnam, sapa.

mentally and physically, i am not prepared.

but well, come what may.

i jsut have to put up with those i do not like for 8 days.

8 days is a short period of time i guess.

seeya kids.

8 days later.

:)

fasipan awaits.

shouted out at 5:10 AM

op ended!

happiness.

haha

one more stupid i and r to go and i am done with dis stupid pw.

pw is the dumbest shit u can ever get in your whole life. the perosn who created it shoudl deserve to die. teamwork and cooperation skills doesn't need to come in a form of this retarded pw.

the world is changing.

haha. ytd was the first time in my few months tat i actaully borthered reading what's on the headlines of the papers. usually i will just read life. haha. so. bush is kinda screwed because his republicians govt all kana voted off. haha. and wow they are reviewing the penal code. haha. anal and oral sex are now legal in singapore. haha bullshit la seriously bullshit. wads ppl do in their bedrooms oso must go kapo. whoohooo they are legalising sodomy in singapore!

the world is going crazy.

yay yay.

the end of the world is coming.

:))

shouted out at 8:33 AM

life's been a bitch.

day in day out go sch either for odac or op. even through sch holidays started but lyk as good as nv start. and it will nv ever start thsi year. damn it. atfer op on friday then next friday m flying off to climb fasipan. wad holiday man. go there get physically and mentally tortured. honestly i think this is the most mentally unprepared trip i am gonna go for. my mind is in a blank now adays, i am suffering form severe short term memory lost. like i can tell u i am having op meeting at 11am on wednesday, den after 5 hours i msg u and ask u whne's my op. it's quite scary and i am quite freaked out personally.

mental degradation.

i feel very insure oso. dunno why. i think i am suffering from some kinda mental disease. argh. i just wan to hide in some corner and just watch life go by. i dun wan to move. i dun wan to go out everyday. i wan to stay at home and just watch the days go by. argh mental disease.

den after fasipan, i got my family trip. going china. i totally got no mood. i rather give up my china trip to stay at home and mug math and get good rest. argh bullshit. total bullshit.

help.

and oh i found something very insightful while listening to sermon. haha. sin starts with i. sin starts from self. ironically, the middle letter of sin is "i". wonderful rite? i think sermons rock. u learn new stuff everyweek. haha.

shouted out at 6:19 AM

haha couldn't resist this i koped from malik's blog.

more birds, more luck!

shouted out at 6:23 AM

argh dunno wth is happening to me. feel lyk shit everyday. haha

shouted out at 5:38 AM

as all of u know, odac has an overseas trip to fasipan, vietnam. sapa to be exact. at the start of this whole trip, i thought all would turn out fine, i tot it would be a nice and pleasant one tat odac can once again bond together while escaping the horrors of the leeches. in fact, i was looking forward to it. but i was wrong. very wrong. it all started, when mr seet opened it up to the outsiders.

i still cannot get over the fact that outsiders are joining in this trip. i know by now many have accepted this fact whether they liked it or not, but honestly deep down, i hated it. i hated it to the core. but of cos i kept quiet. what am i suppose to do? form a peition? that wasn't going to happen. nothing was going to happen. i was just going to watch silently, while things that i hated takes place. and there was absolutely nothing i could do about it. what's the rationale behind letting outsiders joining in? i believe everything has a rationale and a purpose, and if such a rationale cannot be explained, then the matter might as well be called off. it's like building a house without it's foundation. ok so the rationale for this was that many ppl who joined vj came to vj cos they heard bout odac and their wonderful overseas trip, and it was tradition, that we opened it up to the school. but with outsiders, how are we suppose to bond with them during the trip when we barely know them? or how are we suppose to get them integrated into the whole odac family and make them feel comfortable? the answer was very simple, as given by our pres and vice-pres, that is they will join our pt sessions, and we can start the bonidng there and then, and close the gap between us. ok fine i accepted the idea. but what bullshit that came out to be. for up till now, i haven't seen, except sng tiak who comes as and when he likes, i haven't seen a SINGLE outsider joining us for pt. so wad bonding are u trying to tell me about my dear pres and vice-pres. we are suppose to bond with our imaginary frens? and dun give me the bullshit that they have their owning trainings to settle. odac have pts 3 times a week. if the outsiders cannot even come for a single one, i am only asking for ONE out of the three, if they cannot even do that, WHAT BULLSHIT COMMITMENT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME? they cannot even be commited to odac. and unless i see that they have trainings every bloody time we have pt, my will assume, and i think i have every right to do so, that they are just lazy uncommited people who just do not want to come. i dun give a damn it u are a cross country runner or a javelin thrower, i dun give a damn if u are the strongest in the team or u hold some bloody record on the track, all i want to see is commitment. a commitment that prove u worthy of joining us on this trip, a commitment that sees u bonding with odacers, and closing that gap. so when the rationale of this whole outsider thing fails, i dun think that opening up our ot trip to outsiders is really such a good idea. and i am not being selfish here, i am talking with facts, facts that i have observed and kept very quiet about it until now.

shouted out at 8:11 PM