Sunday, December 31, 2006
it's 1st january 2007.
2006 has been a rollar coaster year. of ups and downs. triumphs and defeat.
2006 made a most drastic change in my life. i wear contacts now, i am much much silmmer, and much all my accersories have been upgraded. from ipods, to crumpler. yeah.
if my 2005 self looked at my 2006 self, i guess he will be filled with envy. but looking back at my 2005 self, i think i wld rather be him, cos back den i was happy.
last year, i counted down to 2006 at esplanade bridge watching fireworks with my frens. this year, i counted down in front of my computer monitor.
people move on. frens have new frens. i guess i have my new frens too, and i guess i have moved on.
as 2007 begins, the remants of 2006 have been brought over. math rpaper. and a whole lot of other problems.
let's hope, and pray, for a better 2007.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as Christ did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
argh
i really miss first 3 months.
my current life sucks.
argh.
help.
LIFE'S A BITCH.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
the world is coming to an end. taiwan got some super large earthquake. earthquake until the internet cable disrupted. no wonder today morning couldn't enter b.net. haha i was so pissed off tat i restarted the computer like a million times and was on the verge of uninstalling wc3 and reinstalling it again. but lucky i was a good boy and went to do my math revision. save me all tat trouble. but bnet's still screwed up now. haha dota wll wait for now.
math revision coming to an end. left with a few more chapters left. quite satisfied lah, though i am way behind my initial schedule. aiya who cares it's the holidays. haha.
everyday rain. the sky is crazy. rain stop rain stop. wahn rain just rain everything ma. why so humji. weather super shoik to slp. wah cannot maintain every afternoon so tempted to take afternoon slp. haha. and my mum keep complaining the clothes cannot dry so i am forced to recycle my clothes. haha. i think very soon she wld be using the oven to dry our clothes.
ogl tmr. cool beans. a time to escape from math. a time to relax. actaully not relax ah, cos i am on layer 1 with all those in my og again. haha. abit like the first 2 days of orientation where i just stone and stone and stone more. but nvm the ice is melting very soon they will see how spastic and retarded i am. whoohoo.
oh and looking back at b2b fotos, i realised how much everyone has changed. we have all become skinner and older. it's obvious. stress does wonders. tat's why i plan to quit sch and migrate to newzeland as a farmer and live a stressless life with all my sexy farm girls. lol.
life's a bitch.
oh oh. i dun think i have posted them here. china fotos!
bro <3 he's extremely fat super worried for him.
family! <3
i think shades are the coolest thing on earth.
my tour guide is the one on the extreme right. he quite handsome rite. he and me are in the same club. "we have shades and we look cool" club. haha he was the one who said tat i am the type tat girls chase me not i chase girls. yeah now u see he isn't super ugly or trying to earn extra tips ah. hahaha
when u go china all u see is water trees rocks and more water trees and rocks.
cool sunset in cool china with more water trees and rocks.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
looking at b2b fotos brings back memories.
haha.
those were the first 3 mths times.
when i had no stress, no troubles, no pressure.
study was last. fun was first. everything going so smoothly. it's like living in a fairy tale. by some miracle i got into vj, and vj, is just pure fun in the first 3 mths.
those were the carefree times, when i dunno anyone ard me, when i am still adapting to the new environment, when the future seems so promising and captivating.
those were the times,
when audrey was still cute and bubblely and looked like a teenage girl,
when ruth was sexy,
when jiamin was ard,
when ruiyi was crazy,
when derrick and his pimping specs was still ard,
when xavier and his shit was ard,
when willy was still gay,
when seniors were instructors and not our frens,
when everything was such a blast tat u are overwhelmed with madness and fun.
so what if i was still fat anf wearing my ugly specs. life was fun. life was carefree. life was relaxing. argh i miss first 3 mths. and b2b of cos.
during the first 3 months, all of these ppl were strangers, each holding a promising future. now, i know every single one of them.
memories are the best. let me live in my own fairy tale. master of my own imagination.
for the record.
cheetah
cougar. stella liang lol.
mighty mighty jaguar
tiger
Friday, December 22, 2006
ah rain rain rain everday. weather so shoik u can just slp through the whole day. it shld rain more and more rain throughout the day rain throughout the night. i think tat wld be super cool. haha singapore flooded. whoohoo. haven't see before in my life must experience it once ma. anyway i live on 4th storey haha so the flood can flood like nobody's business and still can't hit me :)
went to nus library to do research for h3 lit with rachel. haha nus at clementi. horrors. i take mrt from bishan to clementi by the time i come out of the train i could slp while standing up. super sleepy. haha. but anyways let me continue. nus library is really CMI. haha the place is super new super nice, but the books down there are all super old. all like 4384938439843209 years ago type of books. they have books the national libraries dun have. hahaha. retarded nus library. so from clementi, we went all the way to bugis to go do research in the national library! whoohoo travel all the way down like not wasting my time like tat. but cos it's at bugis, haha so we only did 5 mins of research and spent the rest of the day shopping for christmas presents. haha. so much for research.
rest of the week was pretty bullshit. study math math math. i think i am falling in love with math and i am gonna marry it very soon. whoohooo.
sat go out with faris go visit mason's stall. mason now become like gangster ang kong all over smoke hair long long. no but he's a rich gangster ah. i think if he join gang he will become their treasurer. lol. and tat bloody faris i think his father strike lottery, one shot by 3 shirts. another milestone in his life sia. but i think faris is broke to the max alr. crumpler bag den shirts and all, haha faris go back on the streets and beg la. after mason's shop went vivo city to see see look look. lol i gave up on my hopes of buying fcuk real shirts cos they really too expensive. 50 bucks for 1 shirt is not something a poor boy can afford. maybe tat faris can lah if he strike lottery again. derrick was being his usual self, being a fucking irritant. whole day do spastic things, irritated ppl. haha. mission ah. mission.
den came christmas eve. wah orchard road super crowded. to the max max max max max. those ppl dunno why all flood to orchard. stupid ppl dunno how to go places like bishan or toapayoh to celebrate christmas issit? den plus got rain oso. sebeh jialat. in the end eat fish and co at NOVENA. lol. and i went back at 10pm to watch love actaully on christmas eve. talk bout soaking up the feastive season man.. i soak myself at home.
christmas day even worse. woke up at 8am for math tuition at 9. can u belive it i have math tuition on christmas day. after tat cannot maintain go back to sleep woke up at 1pm. hahaha. den i actaully did math stuff on christmas day till evening den follow my family go bugis eat fish and co again. as u can see my life revolves around a few places like fish and co and bugis and it's super sad cos i have no frens to spend a nice christmas with me and math have been my bestest best fren. argh help.
i think i am gonna spend new year's eve at home watching countdown. wah faris save me.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
second day of ogl. whoohooo. mass dances all in a mess. i seriously cannot dance for nuts. got no eye hand leg coordination. i mean how can u move your hands to your right while your feet moves to the left? it's impossible. u need to have 2 brains to control tat. or maybe i just can't dance for nuts. haha. i think dancing is the most difficult thing on earth, and dancers are cool cos they an dance. haha tt's retarded. so i just learn learn abit enough to make me look normal in a big group of mass dancers can already. as long as i dun stand out of the crowd because i can't dance, as long as i can blend in with the crowd, haha i think i have accomplished my mass dancing career.
ogl's so cool. it's like a bunch of unknown ppl coming together and getting high. but my og the guys all different frequency from me. cannot communicate with them. just like s63 guys, oso different frequency. den my og got super alot of dancers.. all oso different frequency, the way they talk is super dramatic. hahaha. but after a while u get used to it, and their frequency will change to your frequency den can talk liao. haha. it's just like renee. poor girl she super high class different frequency from all of us, but cos we all lower frequency from her, so she no choice forced to talk like us the ah bengs. haha poor thing. hmm maybe i shld come with with my theory on different frequencies and why some ppl just cannot communicate or work together. then i shall design a test to see which lvl of frequency are u. and i can sell to all the companies and claim it as jwei's law of frenquency. whoohoo my name will be printed on all physics textbooks and i will win some nobel price on my discovery. ok i think i shall quite sch now and start coming up with this frequency thingy.
haha.
but overall ogling is fun stuff. cos we are all nice and fun ppl.
now it's back to studying math. argh. depressing.
Monday, December 18, 2006
ogl is tiring.
mass dances are wearing out my new shoes.
doing math is boring.
argh i need a break.
i wan to go back to china.
perhaps being a china boy ain't tat bad after all.
i am tired.
oh and jia ling believes in biting her new shoe, as in literally biting it, so tat the shoe doesn't bite u back cos she say new shoe always get blister, or wad she calls the shoe biting u. haha she can be another seagull.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
days are getting more and more boring. half the world is not around.
puss is in penang training hockey.
farrell whole day with his cross country ppl, i suspect he's gay.
ronghua's working dunno where.
faris is smoking menthol lights with his tp frens.
audrey's selling some pvc handbags at far east.
xiaoyun is working at centrepoint, so rich still work.
willy is in japan
liwen is in japan
stella is milking cows in newzeland
the rest are just gone. dunno where they go to oso but just gone. msn is getting so quiet. rahh. only i am at home alone studying for math h1. how i wish my china trip was extended for 2 weeks. den i will be still in china eating veggie soaked in oil. no i think if i am still in china i will be dead by now.
feeling depressed lately cos of math. it's always math man. when i grow up i am gonna be the president of singapore and i am gonna stop math from being thought in all schools. we shall live in a world with math or at least we shall live in a world without h2 math.
but anyway cos of this math i sort of got a direction in life. haha. i am gonna aim for a double degree business admin with accounting and law. aim high yeah aim high. hahaha. but i think with these 2 degrees i am quite safe out there. i can be an accountant, or a lawyer or a CEO. how cool is tat. anf these 2 degrees dun need h2 math. just need pass in h1 or o lvl a math. yeah so maybe i am just comforting myself tat u dun need h2 math in life, but at least i now have a nice goal to aim for. so i am gonna ace my h1 math and watch all those ppl taking h2 struggle :)
watched eragon today. waste of my money. storyline really cmi. heard it's a trilogy somemore. trying to follow lord of the rings or some shit. really cmi. wad dragon rider. kpkb. dun waste your money on such stupid shows. stupid farrell chan lah if not we can go watch the holiday, den get emo and start crying. haha. and faris bought his 189 crumpler bag. wah another milestone in his life. after begging for 17 years faris finally got enough money to buy a crumpler bag.
life sucks. i am lonely. help. ogl starts on mon. argh. i am anti-social. stay away from me.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
did a little calculation and realised tat i have very little little time left for anything. whoohoo
let's say i have 3 more weeks left, which isn't possible.
4 days of ogl, 1 day of christmas eve, 1 day of christmas, 1 day of new year's eve. tt's 7 days of pure play or not doing anything productive. so tt's 1 week alr.
tt means i have 2 weeks left to study.
take away sats and suns. i am not gonna torture myself by hiding in the library on a sat or sun to study. tt's 4 more days gone.
hoho! before u know it i only have 10 more days left to study for my math repaper, which is tottaly fucked up! hoho! life rocks!
so. started studying math again on tuesday. went library to study. argh sian so fast see books again. i hate math. seriously. math have been screwing up and is still screwing up the whole of my jc life. becasue of math my promotion to jc2 has been severely threathened. because of math i quarrelled with my parents cos they dun let me be ogl. becasue of math i am stuck in the library while others are playing. because of math i cannot go overnight cycling with turtle. because of math i can never feel relaxed or enjoy dis 2 months of break cos i have to worry whether i can finishing revising on time.
FUCK YOU MATH.
team odac
day 1 at lunch point. still super happy super fun. hahahaha what horrors await.
cam whoring rocks.
haha i needa go dnr liao. post more pics some other day. once again
FUCK YOU MATH.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
haha i think dis blog is dead man.. shall revive it!
whoohooo just back from my china trip. i think dis is the last time i will be visitng china, cos it's really freaky.
first day reach yunan, kunming. i see my tour group, all old aunties and uncles. almosts fainted. how am i going to spend 8 days in some lonely china with a group of old aunties and uncles and no teenagers to talk to? tat was the start of my lonely journey.
china got colder and colder as we ventured south down china to different states or wad ever u call them. first was kunming, den dali, den liqiang, den shangrila. ahah i think i tell u oso no use u won't understand. but yeah it got colder and colder, shoiker and shoiker, til a point where it wasn't shoik anymore cos it was too cold. haha. colder than korea. can die.
and the best thing is wad i am seeing is exactly the same stuff as wad i saw in vietnam a week ago. all lakes and mountains and caves. argh. see until sian. and the food in china. wah champion food. they cook your food in dunno how many litres of oil. every dish u can see is practically soaked in oil. i think in china oil's the cheapest thing. and they serve u 12 course meals but only 5 are edible and out of the 5 4 are veggie. so i am like practically eating veggie soaked in oil everyday. got so sick of the dishes up to a point where i ate white rice with soy sauce. tt's how bad it is. and they stuff u with coke and sprite. haha ever meal at least got 1.5l of coke/sprite for you. drink until u bloated.
and in china, the toliets are the best. trenches serve as toliet bowls, with shit, fresh shit inside, and maggots growing in it, and houseflies all ard. the smell is horrible. and i peed on the maggots and the hseflies. and the dogs down there are so poor thing they actaully ate my brother's vomit. poor dog.
so that ends my 8 miserable lonely days in china. i was so lonely tat i started msging ppl when my plane was still making it's way to the airport after landing. haha. but it's over. dun really borther going into the details cos nothing much happened. and now it's back to mugging. mug mug mug mug mug. math repaper. i hate math repaper. screwing my life up. i can't even enjoy my self wholeheartly.
but nvm i shall gear up for christmas mood! just bought corrnine may cd all the christams songs inside. haha gonna play it on my ipod everyday until i get the christams mood in me. yeah man. tt's cool. haha
china and vietnam pics are on the other com, will upload it when i get it transfered here. tt's if anyone wld see it. haha dis blog is so dead. the owner is dead too. life sucks
