i'm a genius. after realising that the wire that connects my fone to the com is spoilt, i found out tat i actually have dis card expander, to make my fone's memory card the normal size of a sd card so i can just slot it into a thumbdrive and load it up the com! as such, i have finally cleared up my load of pics tt's in my fone! AM I SMART OR WHAT?!

stella's hamster. lol i think it's called peanut or sth? anyway i tink hamsters are poor creatures cos they are played by use every single day. can u imagine the fear and trauma going on in this poor hamster as he's being grabbed by some unknown divine force and he has no way to escape? no wonder hamsters sleep so much, they have nightmares too often. maybe spca shld put an end to such hamster trauma.

3 generations of pionnering chiefs! of cos i tink i'm the most handsomest and hui hui is prettiest out of the 6 of us yeah (erm i just said the hui hui part so that she wld agree with me tat i'm the handsomest.)

pods unite! meet me ipod's boyfren. (yeah my pod's a she.) he dark and sleek and his ass is shiny. total turn on.

shouted out at 7:11 AM

paint the world black.

i haven't been tat busy in my entire life. for the first time, i am beginning to see why ppl say tt 24 hours is really not enough. i think i need 48 hours a day.

4 more weeks to prelims, or at least the start of gp paper. it's freakin scary cos finally the threat is real. the one thing tat u have chucked some where in the back of your brain and chose to forget bout it is now looming closer and closer day by day. and 4 weeks is just like the 4 weeks i had to mug for mid yrs. except this time round i still have to go sch and i still have to do tutorials and learn new stuff and this is the syllabus is the ENTIRE FREAKIN YEAR. tt's pure suicide lah seriously even if u mug for 48 hours a day non stop i dun think u can cover that much. my last year's work is totally shit shit shit shit. scoring a CEEU for promos doesn't really give u much comfort esp since it's been seven months before i have last touched my j1 work. it's like driving a car at top speed and knowing u're gonna crash into the wall in front of u but u can't do anything to stop it. i read from somewhere tat the anticipation of death is more painful than death itself. haha how true.

anyway i have finally completed my h3 first draft. two weeks of pure stressful shit. everyday just doing the essay and piecing the stuff bit by bit together. it certainly widened my knowledge to the research field. i learnt how to sieve out information from long and incoherent commentaries and i realised that the reference library at bugis is damn cool. if only they allowed u to bring your stuff in to study, i tink i can absorb ten thousand times faster. it's so freakin conducive tat it makes u wanna study. and the view is awesome u can literally see the whole of bugis. coolios. yeah having said all tat i am quite sure my draft is not sometime tat i am very proud of cos i tink it sucks. oh wells not gonna care anyway i can't drop h3 now.

life's a bitch.

i'm really quite touched by them. i think typhoon's really the most successful group in olc 07. cos we put them through hell to make sure tat they forged strong bonds. and well i guess they're all really quite bonded. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONG HUIYI :) i bet u i'm the only senior from odac who was bothered enuff to msg u at 12am in the morning. jwei is nice. anyway, TRUE LOVE IS SUICIDE. hahahaha.

look how we smile. it's all just a sweet facade.

anyway, i knw i'm super outdated, but dis song by funeral for a fren is super imba. your revolution is a joke. oh there's this hidden track from mika album, over my shoulder, oso damn emo. thanks sihan and drey for intro-ing me to those songs. haha. u can just slash those wrists of yours listening to them. hahahaha







shouted out at 7:42 AM

fight club.

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jasmine looks more cute than angry. (f.y.i cute = ugly but adorable minus the adorable part.) jasmine i'm sorry but tt's not the way to act angry u knw.





audrey can act bloody well hahahahhahaa





and i look like i am on the verge of bursting out into laughter.








somehow, we look damn bloody comical





we are your frenly instructors! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO













I WAN A RALPH LAUREN BIG PONY. but i guess i'll get it in 50 years time cos i'm only gonna buy it when the price hits below 30 bucks. but donations and contributions are welcome :)

shouted out at 7:48 AM

six more weeks to gp.

eight more to prelims.

there are 22 chapters of econs: 10 micro, 11 macro.

there are 26 chapters of chem: 10 year 1 chaps, 16 year 2 chaps.

there are 14 chapters of math.

there are 6 books to study for lit: owen, great ex, gatsby, duchess, juno, plough and the stars.

u don't have to study rocket science to see that time's running out.

even if i have 96 hours a day, i can't complete everything within 8 weeks.

and the worse part is i dunno where to start cos there's just too much.

and and and my lit h3 is killing me and sucking up all my time.

maybe taking h3 wasn't such a good idea after all.



my frens, we have come to a time when we are faced with an inconvenient truth. HAHA.

oh wells, but really, the figures are scary. and those are not bogus figures, they are factual ones.

i like this quote from Winston Churchill:

“The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing and baffling expedients, of delays, is coming to a close. In its place, we are entering a period of consequences."

it's gonna hit us hard.

it's gonna hit us bad.

help.

shouted out at 7:46 AM

"Why, this is Hell, nor are we out of it."

we are pretty much alienated beings living in our own comfort zones. when we are forced out of them, we are lost and hopeless, and start seeking solace in whatever we can lay our hands on. we pour all our troubles to our family and frens, and hope to seek comfort in them. we turn to religion, and place our hopes on divine intervention. we console ourselves, and wallow in self melancholy. we call it affliction, depression, times of difficulty. when in actual fact it's nothing but a mere mirror to our own inner insecurities. in times of affliction, we blame everyone but ourselves. we are afraid to face our own weaknesses, and prefer to hide behind facades. we thrive on our own judgement and insights to situations, and reject anything that falls short of our own comfort zone. isn't it interesting that in novels, we are often exposed to different outlooks from different characters to a particular event, and we can compare and contrast these characters to further understand them. but in our little world, we are only exposed to our own biased judgements, and we faithfully believe in them, cos tt's the only thing that brings us comfort and a sense of reassurance. that's how narcissists and ego freaks are born.

what i'm trying to say here, is that we are really just a damn bunch of pussies.


muhahahahaha

shouted out at 7:28 AM

cts are finally over!! haha i knw dis blog has been dead for quite osme time so hope ppl still come and read it yeah. anyway sch's crazy they squeeze 5 super difficult papers into 3 days. morning afternoon morning afternoon for 3 days if u dun die u can go be iron man. it's both phsyically and mentally taxing. thank god i didn't fall ill or sth, though i cld feel tat i was on the verge of it. and on top of it the papers are damn freakin demoralizsing cos vj specialises in killing and screwing u repeatedly over and over again.

econs the case study is freakin difficult u can't do shit at all must slowly read and deciper wad the question is actaully talking about. and the questions asked are all free response without any guidelines so bascially i was writing my own theorires and logic and praying very hard that hopefully by some mircle mrs lim will agree with me. the essays are still mangeable but yhe sch doesn't knw how to set the quesitons cos i found myself repeating the same fiscal and monetary policies twice in both essays. it gets damn sian especailly when it's in an exam. i felt like writing "please refer to qn 1b for exaplination) haha screwed up essay questions.

math was damn freaking difficult. ok but honestly i didn't really prepare for math cos i tot it was easy. haha so easy until now i will fail math. whohooo. the stats qns are crazy they dun give u chance at all. if u can't solve the 2 mark question for part a u won't be able to do the remaining 10 marks below. wtf.

lit was oso freakin difficult the prose u dun even knw wad the passage is talking about. i was seriously bullshitting my way through. argh sian.

chem is the worst of the worst. section b still can do abit here and there, but section a is so freakin diffcult i was guessing my way through for more than half the quesitons. and it's impossbile to do withing 45mins. i think even if u give any chem teacher and ask thme to do without them knwoing the ans they oso cannot finisjh within 45mins. it's just crazy lah.

and it's damn freaking crap cos i really studied like shit for this cts. one month of hardcore mugging and mugging. of cos there were times i played like siao but really mostly it's just pure mugging. argh bullshit. but anyway this time ard didn't mug in odac room anymore since it's filled with scandals now. and ti's freaking hot inside there and there's an anti studying aura. learnt my lesson from promos alr. why torture yourself when there are air conditioned classrooms just 10meteres away? haha so dis time i studied in the classrooms till late and it was really quite effective. lol farrell and zhoumin damn freakin funny and emo. den still got xinyi hu mugs the whole day but in the end she still cannot finish revision. super poor thing. den got the occasaional charles and his girl with her hockey frens and changyi. and ronghua and kum kay wld come super late to study. dunno they coming to study or to lepak.

oh and i discovered that the starbucks at united square is super comfortable to study. haha actually it's tracy hu told me to go study there. wa the coffee smell is just super shoik and the amibence there is top class. too bad tat day tat i went it got quite noisy in the afternoon cos it wa a saturday.

haha cts is bullshit dun wan to talk bout it alr. play is mroe important now :) after cts went out for dnr with the class at some hongkong cafe in bugis. haha it was the same one tat odac ate the other time and somehow drey fell in lvoe with it so she keep wanting to go back there. and surpirisngly the class dnr had the highest turn up rates in the history of 06s63! it's lyk half the class went lah. hahaha. and it was super fun cos we chatted and talk cock. den samuel started sharing with us his stuff and we whack hongwei for being damn sneaky with this girl. haha. fun stuff. hopefully there's more to come! i am really beginning to see the other side of the class. maybe they are not so bad after all. after class dnr the few of us went for overnight stay at shan's place. watched ocean's twelve and played some retarded card game that zhunagoyng invented. haha damn freakin funny and exciting and it kept us awak through the entire nite. den in the morning after breakfast on the spur of the moment all of us decided to cut hair. haha super fun.

was damn tired by the time i went home and slp like a dog. den today i had odac night cycling! whoohoo super shoik it's been a super long time since i cycled at night. and finally it materilised. went to toapayoh first to celebrate yuanli's birthday, den after tat we headed to chomp chomp for freakin nice hokkien prawn noodles. after after that we went upper thomspon for milo dinosaur. and we learnt why upper thompson road was called upper cos it's freakin up slope all the way. cycled until can die. atfer milo dinosuar we went to esplande to talk cock sing song the nite away. haha we met dis crazy chinese guy and irritating mats hu have nothing better to do with thier lives. they wld come up to you while u're on the bike and start blowing their airhorns in your face. damn freakin irritaing. tt's a fine example of what education can do to a person. it's like income inequality. i tink there's education inequailty oso. yes and i got suaned to the damn max by jasmine hui hui and stella. wah basket they took turns suanning me like crazy. dun give chance at all. haha. the unloved and the lonely :(

anyway somehow i am getting quite sick and tired of odac. i dunno why but maybe the class is much better now so i am drifitng away from odac. and i knw it very well myself. it's all about frequency i guess. i tink the class's frequency is more in tuned to mine at the moment. odac guy's the frequency just damn off lah. tt's why we can never really be very close to one another, cos it's just so damn hard to start a conversation and keep it going. i guess we are just people who are gathered together due to our same interests in outdoor. other than than we are pretty much different. sad but true. tt's why sometimes i think the girls are much better cos they are all of the same frequency. except maybe a few.


oh wells half a year more. and sorry there are no pictures in thsi long logn post. actaully got one but stella refuse to send me. basket. haha. and somehow blogger's spelling check didn't work this time round so i tink dis post is fileld with spelling errors. haha

shouted out at 5:03 AM