Sunday, December 30, 2007
i realised i have no gut sense to be a doctor, cos i dun even knw when i'm sick. hahaha. tt's the downside of taking lit core inside of bio since sec 3. when u do not take bio, u have no cow sense on what's happening to your body.
anyway ytd was crap. i woke up with a sore throat and thought nothing about it, den after breakfast i felt like my tummy wasn't digesting the food cos it was super bloated. den i started to feel a little sick. but of cos i didn' care. and being the smart me, i self cured myself by drinking coke. and eating oily chicken rice. hahahaha. coke is a tested and proven formula when u have any nonsense going on in your stomach cos it literally corrodes away everything. muhahaha.
but obviously it didn't really work cos after tt i felt like puking. and suddenly my bones and muscles started to ache and i really felt like shit. haha and the best part i was still in the middle of orchard road shopping with renee jiezhen and shan. i really really felt super tired but i didn't knw wad's going on. den when i came home and i told my dad, he immediately knw tt i was running a fever. tt was like the greatest enlightenment i had in that day. hahahah. YES I WAS RUNNING A FEVER NO WONDER MY JOINTS ACHED SO BADLY. so i took panadol and slpt and when i woke up i was really having a damn bad fever.
today everything's cleared up alr but i'm still feeling the after effects of the bad bad fever ytd so i still feel kinda spaced out. dun worry jwei is strong. anyway my aunt called and i told her i was sick and explained to her like what i was having, and she straight away told me i had food poisoning. ahh the second enlightenment! no wonder i was having diarrhoea oso. hahahaha. so after 2 days i realised i was having food poisoning! jwei is ultra smart. and i just drank a big cup of milk for my breakfast. hahahha good game.
anyway i dunno where the stupid food poisoning came from man. haha i tink it's the werid desert from out of the pan. star shaped pumpkin and carrot paste with chocolate flavoured waffles and cranberry ice cream. haha seriously weird. no wonder it was on promotion! or maybe i got it from my hse. today while i was drinking my milk i saw a fruit fly sharing the same cup of milk with me. freakin gross. it was happily swimming inside the cup and i didn't even knw. gosh i think my hse is super dirty! but it's okay, what doesn't kill u make u stronger. so i guess i'm stronger now? muhahahahaha
and thankew so much renee and jiezhen for the shirt! haha it was seriously a pleasant surprise and u girls really brightened up my day! thank you! =) haha thanks ah still ask me go try the shirt for a "fren who has EXACTLY the same built as me." i think i was super sick and my brain wasn't functioning at that time or i wld have the cow sense to knw tt the person was none other than me. hahahha. THANK YOU! =)
gosh and watching jiezhen and her sister shop is jaw dropping. they literally pull off all the different colours of zara sweaters and pile them up, all to be bought. haha tt's some seriously shopping man. and jiezhen was saying "shld i get the pink one or green one cos i got a pink sweater from mango just now but i like pink!" wah seh talk about income inequality man. but it's okay jiezhen u still ate the four dollars chicken rice with me. muhahahaha. oh and zara seriously look like a junkyard now.
it's the last day of year 2007 my frens. have this been a good year? no. everything that cld have ever gone wrong went wrong. and things dun seem to be brightening up. it's okay, hopefully 2008 wld be a better year. tt's just life.
and for the record, odac is seriously <3
Thursday, December 27, 2007
these are like the only pics i have in my come. there's plenty more on facebook but wad's the point those are so freakin small the resolution sucks. i dun understand why ppl like to upload their stuff on facebook i mean when u develop the photos it's gonna suck real bad cos the image has been down sized like a million times. do it on flickr lah. u get to keep the original size and resolution of the photo. dling photos from facebook is a waste of time.
urgghhh my dad's 60's tie. hahaha lucky mingwah got the skinny tie which matched perfectly. heng siaaaaaaa
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
YATTA!
so the plan went out as planned today. it was really kind of a miracle that the whole day worked out, considering everything was so last minute. haha god really has a way of making things turn out right.
even before i go to my bike, i had to find the seat, seat clip and the keys to the bike lock which were in my messy house. and by some miracle i managed to find all those items in the morning today. without any one of these, i dun even need to think of going. so tt's like the first miracle.
and den when i finally reached clementi, i realised my bike's in a bad shit condition. i mean after 3 years of not riding it and not seeing it at all, it's really quite a sight man. the dust on it was so thick tt it qualified to be called soot. and there were even dried up colonies of worms and smaller worms (i think they are called maggots) on the grooves of both my tires. so i guess my tyres were once a kingdom for the worm colony yes? haha but it was damn freakin sick to be 1cm close to the dried worms and discovering they are actually dried worms. kinda freaked out. cos i was pumping up my tires and i cld almost smell them. yuck.
yes after the tires were pumped up the back tyre screwed up completely. it was freakin scary cos apparently the tube had derailed from the rim when it was flat, and i didn't see it so when i pumped the tude came off the rims and it seriously looked like a super size snake. i was damn freakin scared the thing wld bust anytime cos it was really freakin filled with alot of air. haha. so i went up to the security guard and asked where's the nearest bike shop, and this gardener overheard our conversation and he said he cld help me fix up my bike cos he's a pro in biking. haha and he really did fixed up my tyres. god really puts people in the right places for things to move on smoothly man. thank god! haha. and he taught me alot of biking tips oso. wah seh really god send. so tt's the second miracle. and the third is that the bike was actually in good condition despite all the rust and the chain having no oil at all. haha i guess oil kinda evaporates after 3 years?
so off i went. wah damn power seriously my bike rocks man. it worked perfectly. and it survived the journey back from clementi to bishan. hahaha. took the exact same route that i wrote in my last post. and i took only an hour back! considering i was going kinda slow cos i was having quite a bad flu and i did want to over work my body. haha tt's like the same speed of an mrt.
yes so wadever that happened today i felt like it was a miracle. everything screwed up but in the end everything turned out fine. shoiiikkkk. hahahaa.
now i can go out of my house whenever i want to. the buses do not not limit me. muhahahaha. i've my princess.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
i've dis crazy idea of bringing my bike back from west coast to bishan. and i've finally discovered a way of cycling back. yess the princess is coming home =)
from clementi road to ulu pandan road den holland road den sixth avenue den dunearn road adam road den lorne road den i'll hit macritchie, and tt's nxt to bishan. haha okay i'm typing dis here so tt i'll just need to copy down the road names from my blog tmr before i set off. WHOOHOOOO
Sunday, December 23, 2007
odac is love.
stella liang looks totally spastic here man. hahahaha
Saturday, December 22, 2007
it's amazing how so many things change in a year. these two years of my jc life i've witnessed the most drastic change i cld ever imagine. for a start i've slimmed down tremendously, no really it's tremendously. if u do not believe me i can post my china hols pictures wich i took 2 years back, i really looked like i was suffering from thyroid, or whatever u call it. well i've to credit that to odac, it's really the case of peer influence, or maybe peer pressure. but yes when u're in an organisation that advocates outdoor activities and are made up of a bunch of ultra fit machines, u'll definitely be pressured to slim down. and of cos the cons of being the weakest guy in odac far outweighs the pros, your social standing in the club diminishes greatly, but i've learnt to live with it. humility is not something that can be taught overnight, and i'm glad i've learnt it these 2 years.
and of cos my parents have started to become more liberal about my spending habits. i mean ever teenager in his right frame of mind is materialistic. if u want to trade your true religion jeans with my samuel and kelvin one i'll gladly accept your offer. yes so ever since my parents endorsed my materialistic endeavours, life has been much easier. a shirt wich costs 30 bucks is no longer expensive but acceptable, i mean u can't expect me to still live on fake pasar malam shirts rite. haha. but of cos now i'm facing another problem, the switch from t shirts to shirts. t shirts cost 30 plus and tt's okay with my parents, but shirts cost 50 plus and tt's not okay wih my parents cos to them everything cost the same. or maybe those old fashioned john little shirts cost 30 bucks i really have no idea.
well basically one year ago i was a really very very very happy person with everything in control . it was like the peak of my jc life cos everything i wanted i had everything went so smoothly that everyday i was on cloud 9. but one year later my life has just spun out of control, and now i dun really give a damn bout anything. the rose tinted glasses no longer exist. and well we shld just live and let live. i've learnt to loosen up and not view life so puritanically. no one is a saint and puritans do not exist. attempting to impose your own moral values on others wld make u nothing more than a hypocrite. yes jwei has finally thought things though my friends. life is nothing but a roller coaster, so take it with a pinch of salt. and at the end of the day, u can't change a person's character. a leopard never changes it's spots. so u either accept, or walk away from it. as simple as that. and of cos i've realised that life doesn't always have it's perfect closures, so don't go seek for one so desperately. i think i've been too idealistic about how things shld happen or shld end, and when it doesn't conform, i become too fixated on trying to find a closure. haha yes thank you shan for your words of enlightenment =)
yes and currently jwei is dead broke i'm really penniless. please donate generously. or introduce me to a super high paying job that doesn't need to use brains. so far i can only think of drug dealing. haha
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i just realised that colgate toothpaste is the lamest thing that ever existed. they come in a thousand different flavours and each one has different benefits, like one of them i use is honey flavoured and the other whitens your teeth while another provides 24hours protection for your teeth. so how the hell do i get all the benefits from all the toothpaste?! am i suppose to brush my teeth ten thousand times a day or maybe i shld squeeze ten thousand flavours all on my toothbrush? it's freakin lame cos u'll never get all the benefits. yes colgate make me the ceo and i'll do the world some good by creating the ultimate flavour that combines all the benefits in ONE toothpaste. i shall call it the ultimate colgate toothpaste and i'll patent it and win the nobel prize for humanitarian efforts. tt wld make me 1 million richer and i'll be famous. SEE YOU DON'T EVEN NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL TO BE RICH AND FAMOUS, all you need is some brains and colgate :) now don't u kope my idea cos i'll patent it very soon.
okay that was one paragraph of crap hahaha. i'm back from KL!!!! the odac trip was really good man. good cos this time round there were no private agendas. like there's nobody whom u secretly like so u'll try to go closer to her or watch her every move, it gets kinda tiring u knw when u try desperately to get closer to that person, and the disappointment or joy that comes with it when u either get her attention or she shuns away from you. so really that person kinda dictates your whole mood during your holiday. haha girls if u're reading this trust me it happens to guys man. pity us!! haha so this time round the trip was really exceptionally fun cos i only needed to satisfy myself and myself only. and of cos i dictate my own mood, and no one affects it except me. heh heh heh. affection works in the strangest ways and it really controls everything. which either makes it so wonderful when reciprocated by the other person or so unbearable when u finally realise it's unrequited. and sadly speaking u are on either ends of the spectrum, there's no sitting on the fence type of thing.
yes so the trip began with us having no idea of what we were all gonna to do cos the adventure camp ppl screwed us up last minute due to the flood in pahang. i seriously think it's damn irresponsible of them cos they shld have predicted this kind of stuff. floods do not come overnight, it has been ard m'sia for a few weeks they shld have seen it coming. and they didn't even offer a apology or compensation. bunch of kids running the company.
so first day was in kl. haha everything was the same as singapore. the weather, the sights and sounds, except the streets were more complicated and run down. but other than that m'sia is the same like singapore. i really don't understand why singaporeans want to go to kl for a holiday. it's totally retarded. if u wan to have cheap and good shopping, thailand offers the best branded goods at dirt cheap prices. 50 sing for a pair of authentic levis. and if u want a change of environment from singapore m'sia has nothing to offer, in fact the air is much more polluted and the crime rates are rocketing sky high. so the only group of ppl who wld actually consider m'sia wld be poor students like us. but surprisingly the whole world's going to kl. the human mind works in strange ways. haha anwyay we shopped ard at times square. actually the girls shopped and the guys played arcade. haha and we watched i am legend after that. it's really a thriller. haha i jumped like twice NOT due to the plot but due to the sound effects.
day 2 was the most exciting and eventful one. we decided to go genting on the morning itself at the breakfast table. haha super impromptu. but all worked out well and fine in the end. we sat all the roller coasters and i finally dared to open my eyes and watch my world spin 360 degrees. and the space shot was seriously overrated. i think the one i sat in newzealand was much faster man. lol.
went camp5 for rock climbing the next day. it's seriously one of the coolest places i've ever seen. and for the first time in my life i could actually climb. and climb for real like reach the top of the wall. haha thankew audrey for bringing us there. climbing's definitely not my cup of tea, but it's really quite fun. and somehow, i think i conquered my fear of heights! hahahahaa. hopefully i will not fear of heights forever and ever.
by some freak accident jasmine lost her passport. wah all of us were really freakin worried and stuff lah. it's like a passport yo. but glad she's safe and sound back with audrey in singapore! hahahaa u better treat me nicer in future =) oh and the girls were super sweet they gave us sunflowers and sang us some farewell song. hahaha thankew! =)
so the trip came and went, and memories are all that's left. memories carved in stone, unchangeable, unforgettable. and the sad thing in life is that we always have to move on. no matter how much we treasure those memories, they will be lost as time goes by. as 23 of us part our separate ways and move on in life, all we can do is pray that density allows the railways of our lives to meet again in the near future.
a new dawn awaits, as we close another chapter in our lives, and embrace the brave new world.
the past becomes a mere figment of our own imagination.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
help.
i've accomplished nothing since the start of this holidays. i'm supposed to get presents for all those belated birthdays, i'm supposed to FINISH painting the pink shuttle for jiezhen, i'm suppose to pack my table, i'm supposed to service my ipod batt, ARGH I'M SUPPOSE TO DO ALOT ALOT ALOT OF THINGS.
yet here i am it's 1.20 in the morning and i'm just slacking my life away again. hahaha actually this feeling quite shoik.
anyway i feel so peck chek now cos our trip last mintue got canceld due to a flood. haha say bye bye to white water rafting, four wheel drive, and jungle trekking. erh actaully i just feel pretty sad bout the 4WD, the other two i dun really care cos i dun wanna get bitten by leeches. haha i guess leeches can't crawl as fast as a moving car rite? den again we're all living in the age of uncertainty. just like how the fate of my odac trip is uncertain. how how how. we cld still go kl and genting but the accomodation's a huge problem. where to get hotel rooms? actually i dun really get it why do singaporeans wan to go genting for a holiday? it's tt type of place where u go once and u have enough of it. and kl's like another orcharh road only that it's filled with pirated dvds and ps games. and not forgetting u've got theives. pretty scary actually. YES SO MY FELLOW SINGAPOREANS PLS DO NOT GO KL OR GENTING TMR SO ME AND MY FRENS CAN HAVE HOTEL ROOMS AT CHEAP RATES THANKEW!
argh gosh. we're gonna have an emergency meeting tmr when we're all suppose to be all set and rdy to set off. haha. i really want to escape from singapore again. i mean i wasn't exactly looking forward to this trip, but with less than 24hours to go my heart's kinda convinced that i'll be going and now this sudden change is just so dampening. hahahaha. i dun sound dampened. heeeheee. i've learnt my lesson! grab life by the balls. thankew weishan AND FARRELL for telling me tat. i think i'm too uptight on life like a puritan. well to start of with i'm no purtian so tt just makes me a hyprocrite. yes so i've learnt to take life with a pinch of salt. haha is that the right idiom? or whatever u call it? heh heh can u belive it a a lvl literature student doesn't understand the different between personification simile and idioms. well they dun really teach that and we dun really write those things into our essays. it sounds to noobish. so i'm sad but proud to say that i dun have a clue on differentating these 3. hahaha i'm like deviating alot from wad i was suppose to blog about and my mind's just rambling on and on and on.
so tmr's just gonna be impromtu. i'm praying very very very hard that we'll get out of singapore. i dun wan to stay here anymore. sad sad place. i can only hoppppeeee now!!
anyway life's been pretty monotonous, but it's just a new definition to monotonous. last time monotonous means everyday wake up study study study. now monotonous means everyday wake up play dota go town watch movie and lepak. haha trust me it gets sian after awhile. so i think the education system shld be in such a way where u can have both studying and playing at the same time. heh heh vote for me as your future education minster and i'll make it come true!! =)
ohh and i'm actaully going to the gym!!! haha i dun think my sec 4 self wld ever see my jc self motivated enough to go gym. but yeah. although i'm not doing aot of stuff there. more like go there and relax. cos they have these super cool message chairs wah damn power u can just sit on them for 2 hours and sleep. hahaha somemore it's at somerset, right smack in the middle of town man. how cooler can it get?! just that after gym i ate long john silvers combo 1. kinda defeats the whole purpose of gyming. but it's okay! it's the psychological effect that counts. I AM THIN I AM THIN I AM THIN I AM THIN =)
i'm going nuts i think i nid to sleep now. i still can't be bortherd to find my new zealand pictures and my prom pictures are all over the place. tt's the bad thing when u go prom without bringing your own camera and u end up snapping a gazillion photos with a gazillion people and at the end of the day u have no idea where all the photos went to. haha not that i care. having the photos doesn't make me grow thinner. heh heh. so i shall post them one find day when ppl finally sends all the pics to me.
oh btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN PEILING AND CHAN LIYING. yeah i knw the both of u dun even knw this palce exists it's okay it's the thought that counts. i belive remembering your birthdays wld bring me good karma wich i can use for tmr's trip. hahahaha. eh wait, it's tmr's TENTATIVE trip. argh man. this sucks.
good night horrible world.
and i dunno why but the stupid spelling check isn't working again so i think this post is filled with spelling errors. heh heh. not my fault =)
Sunday, December 09, 2007
4F and (selit) friends :)
taken by kumkay's dunno how many thousand SLR camera but i think it still turned out weird. hahaha i dun understand why the pictures professional cameras take always turns out weird. but nvm thank you kumkay. and look at iman, he's freakin tipsy hahahahaa. actually half the ppl there are tipsy cos dennis collapsed on the floor shortly after that. hahahaa. really miss those times. and by some miracle faris is actually becoming richer and richer. or maybe the cash converter's exchange rate just went down.
Friday, December 07, 2007
back blogging again.
everything's been zooming by so fast. new zealand's really a super nice place. an escape from reality. i kinda liked that feeling. a place where no one knows u, where u have no past, just you alone, and the rest of the world's your background. the scenery was really super pretty. the mountains and the rivers and the grass. haha. words can't describe it u've to go see it for yourself before you'll understand. and the serenity it brings, away from the noisy city, away from the superficial world, it's addictive. and i'm missing new zealand from the day i landed back to this concrete jungle. of cos who can ever forget the sheep and the cows. haha. they are really everywhere. gazillions of them roaming all over tha plains. and surprisingly every one of these sheep or cow belongs to someone. cos they can nv survive alone out in the wild. they are too weak. and no matter how far they roam, at the end of the day they wld come back to their barns or whatever you cal it. kinda cool actually, it's their basic instinct. it's where they find security and comfort, it's where they belong to. yeah and the weather's great. it's not too cold until it gets uncomfortable, it's just the nice aircon type of temperature. perfect. but the only thing bout new zealand is food and accommodation. everything's super expensive. as in really really expensive. one meal can cost 14 bucks. it's like eating fish and co for breakfast lunch and dnr for 10 days. your pocket's gonna get a big big hole after that. and a can of coke can cost up to 2.30. talk about purchasing power parity man. hahaha econs. i'll upload the new zealand pics later when i finally find them. honestly i haven't even seen them since the day i came back cos dad transfers them from the camera to some portage hard drive which i'm too lazy to upload into the com.
prom came shortly after. it's quite sucky cos we were sitting behind and those ppl on the stage were so small and the mc was doing a great job entertaining himself and laughing at his own jokes. seriously pathetic. post prom wasn't that good either. my first and last time to a club. it's just so freakin degrading. everyone's like trying to take advantage of each other. i was very worried for those girls who went with us. but maybe now i dun really care anymore. it takes two hands to clap. the mere fact that u're attracted to go clubbing means an open invitation to all those bastards whom actually stand outside the club and check out all those girls coming in. it's like dressing skimpily and crying when u get raped. it's called begging for it. well u may think that ppl just go clubbing to have fun, but when u are intoxicated u really dunno what u're doing. your brain no longer controls u, your balls do.
anyway been very disappointed bout alot of stuff. frens which i tot were the closest turn out to be the ones that i dunno at all. the feeling of betrayal of trust really suck real bad, especially if it comes from one of your closest frens. things which u thought they wld tell you they actually hide it from u till god knows when. superficially irks me off completely. but i dun really care now. i've done all that i cld. it's not me now, it's them. i dunno if anyone of u wld can actually feel wad i'm feeling now, it's that kind of feeling of losing two years of frenship which u've took so long to build up. all gone down to the drain. i'm still trying very hard to deal with it.
just like the cows and sheep, we too seek security and comfort. just like how animals have herd instincts, we place our trust and faith in our frens. tt's where we find our security and comfort. tt's where we belong to the status quo. and when that very place is betrays and collpases, we are lost, we are helpless. and we run. escape is the only way we can seek solace. but just like how a lamb wld get devoured by wolves if it ventures too far out, we too will not survive. unless we adapt.
i'm still learning how to adapt to this change. and when i'm finally done, it wld be the last that u'll see of me.
