Wednesday, April 23, 2008
"Congratulations on achieving such stellar results for your A Levels. You have proven that you are indeed among the creme de la creme."
hahaha i really laughed out loud when i read this. so wad does creme de la creme means man. cream of the cream? cream of the creammy cream? cream with a cream? gosh they shld really have a footnote explaining wad creme de la creme means man. cos from what i understand all our cambridge subjects are taken in english or chinese so even if i have stellar results that doesn't mean i understand french. lol this is really hilarious. and why do we have a conception that french = coolios. maybe next time we shld make malay the cool language. so it'll go "congrats on achieving such BAIK results for your A Levels." power bodoh. HAHAHAHA.
anyway i'm supposed to write my law essay rite now but i keep on procrastinating. procrastination is the root of all evil yo! but the essay topic's really boring. it goes "please type a brief account of yourself and your reason for wanting to read Law at NUS." well if they want a poignant answer. it will go: hi my name is j-wei i'm 19 this yr and i've accomplished nothing in my life except maybe doing miraculously well for my a's. i want to be rich and famous in future i dunno how am i gonna do it by somehow i'll achieve it and i want nice big cars like ferraris to zoom zoom all ard orchard road and be a public irritant. i want to have a nice big house twice the size of the istana and have my own golf course inside it. and of cos i wanna have multiple yachts and a penthouse in sentosa cove. in short, i wanna be the richest man that have ever lived on this earth. and i tink doing law wld be my first small step into superstardom."
BUT of cos tt's not wad the profs wld wanna hear. so i'll have to write something along the lines of "i wanna take law cos it's an intellectual challenge and i fervently believe that a sound judicial system is one of the vital components to the success of a country both economically and socially, BLAH BLAH BLAH." and writing this essay needs TIME. cos i need to use the thesaurus to search for the chimmest word possible and blow the profs away. HAHAHAHAHA.
zoookay i shall go watch tele now. the 7 oclock show is on. it's bout some retarded boy called ah wang. i can't freakin stand the voice overs cos it really makes him sound damn gay and irritating but i dun tink i've a choice cos the television network in singapore is MONOPOLISED. sian.
32 MORE HOURS TILL ARMY =(
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
god love your soul and your aching bones
"We say good-bye
I turn my back
Run away, run away
So predictable
Not far from here
You see me crack
Like a bone, like a bone
I'm so breakable"
Monday, April 21, 2008
heng aik pang!
my days are numbered and the feeling really sucks real bad. it's like the end of the world is coming and i'm preparing myself mentally for the day of judgement to come. i dun like the idea of farewell dinners cos they mean that u're going off to a far far away place and never coming back for a long long time. that isn't applicable to me cos i'm only going away for 2 weeks and coming back every weekend after that. no farewell dnrs pls it will only add to the amounting gloom that is threatening to erupt any moment. let's just have normal dnrs and catch up and have fun =) tt would definitely be more optimistic =) i need to smile more think more happy thoughts and stop wallowing in self melancholy. maybe i need to watch more south park. haha they are really really sarcastic and freakin retarded ppl.
anyway i seriously need to start excerising ut i really can't bring myself to do it. my house has some supernatural suction power that forbids me from wearing my running shoes and stepping out of my house for a nice evening jog at bishan stadium. and to my amzament i just discovered last week that bishan sports hall has a GYM. hahaha and all these while i was tinking where cld i go to do gym. but too bad it's too late now to do anything. i think i might as well just rot the remaining 4 days away rather than sweating it out. i'll have all the time to sweat out in army. haha i shall enjoy my last few days of freedom. SIGH.
oh oh oh and i'm supposed to get a law interview letter from nus but apparently either the postman ate my mail or he hid it from me as a overdue april fool's joke. but i'm schedule for one cos the nus online portal says so. it's on this sat and sun, which i really have no idea how issit gonna work out. i'm going in on friday which means i come out on sat? and somemore my sat interview is at 9am so how the heck am i supposed to reach on time if i'm stuck in a wonderful paradise called pulau tekong? maybe i shld suggest to my commanding officer to let me book in only on monday since it's retardedly pointless to book in on friday. haha that means a 3 additional off days for me! yes i knw tt's kinda impossible but i like to live in my own delusions thank you. and how in the world am i to prepare for the interview and the essay!!! i've no idea wad they are gonna ask and if they are gonna ask bout politics and current affairs i really have no idea wad's going on in the world so i dunno how am i suppose to have anything to say or write at all. SUCKS MAN. why must law be filled with essays and interviews? why can't this horrible world be much simpler. roar. well i'm gonna start mugging current affairs from tmr onwards, and i tend to procrastinate alot. hahaha. this interview/essay is gonna be my one and only shot at a bmw 7 series, multiple bungalows in different countries, yachts, club memberships, and every thing associated with fame and money. hahaha okay maybe lawyers dun really earn that much.
4 more days to losing my beloved hair. the feeling really sucks. okay i think i've repeated myself like a zillion times that going to army sucks. and hey being a pes c is the same lah. i still get myself stuck in tekong.
maybe the army's rhetoric can invoke my patriotic sentiments, but i'm quite skeptical bout it. hohoho i'm gonna lay down my life for my country!!! i'm feeling really really excited bout it! hohoho!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
it is saddening to knw that facebook has killed friendster cos of it's millions of applications tt u can install and flood others with. why doesn't anyone like the clean cut user frenly friendster that allows everyone to write CONSTRUCTIVE comments and upload photos huge enough to be seen? these facebook applications are stupid, pointless, unproductive, and a waste of precious time. i can't believe ppl actually find them interactive and fun. these people definitely have not played REAL computer games. i mean for goodness sake these applications are worst than playing pac-man. are we de-evolving?
having said all that, i'm also hooked onto facebook and i spent half my day entertaining myself with these useless applications. but i prefer to see it as a result of extreme boredom, so i'm forgiven. but the rest of the world isn't.
too bad. it's my blog. my prerogative (:
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
of tit and tat.
feeling very vexed by alot alot of stuff right now. i guess what ting said wss right: the thought of enlisting may seem comfortable to you at first but as it gets nearer the feeling really sucks. tt's the exact same thing i'm going through rite now. army is like a period of time where everything is uncertain, cos u really have no idea where u'll be posted to and wad will happen to you. it's like going to jail. and i really dun see the point in mindef showing us all those propaganda videos cos i tink we all knw very well wad's propaganda and we all knw for the fact tt if singapore wld ever go into war it will be wiped out from head to toe. we don't even have a space large enough for our last defence line or wadever they call it. singapore IS the last defense. maybe they shld tell our parents that so they will be more convinced tt we shld join the army.
anyway i got accepted into smu's double degree in acct and biz. i really dunno to feel happy or sad or wadever that i'm suppose to feel. actually i kinda regret not trying for smu law cos i was too afraid of the interview. accountancy interview was seriusly super super relaxed. sigh and if i dun accept their offer and try again nxt year they will confirm blacklist me. it's like i'm testing their patience and trying out as many different combies as possible. sigh wad the hell am i supposed to do. why can't all three unis combine to form one big uni. i wan nus law, ntu accountacy, and smu's style of curriculum and vibrancy. how the heck am i supposed to get all three of that.
and best of all i'm enlisting nxt friday so how am i suppose to have enough time to think through and survey and ask ard.
and for goodness sake can the navy pls stop sending me monthly newsletters! it's really junk mail and spam mail and it comes every month and it won't stop and it goes straight to the bin. i dun even bother opening it cos it wastes my time. go goodness sake pls stop wasting my father's tax money by printing all these junk. maybe they shld stop printing these newsletters for one month and donate the money to charity. do the world more good, than be an irritant to every single one of us who receives your newsletter.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
goodbye, apathy.
it been a long time since i last blogged. haha i tink i've passed the age group for blogging alr. blogging seems kinda sian to me now. yes i'm growing old. very soon i wld develop a liking for coffee (not the starbucks frappacino type but the 80 cent coffeeshop coffee) and participating fervently in politics. hahaha. we all have to grow up and be ah peks one day. sigh.
past few weeks have been a rollarcoaster ride. my typical day started at 12pm and ends at 4am the next day. all the last night prata and teh peng with dennis and this mercedces van (with VAN being the keyword here), geylang outings, poker, parties, clubbing, pubbing, emoing, and the unforgettable devil's bend with the girl's face that appeared nxt to me in a picture that we took there, yeah man really really hadcv a hell lot of fun. i guess i've really seen the real world beneath it's rose tinted facade. geylang epitomises that. the hookers, the pimps, the cigarette peddlers, the gambling dens. it's a place where morality is abandoned and degradation rampant. and of cos the police are gods there. i wldn't mind being a police patrolling geylang, literally everyone runs away from you. hahaha.
and i can never forget devil's bend. damn hell of a place. at first i still not scared at all, cos scout has trained me for wadever jungle shit. even took a picture there lah. but when i viewed back the picture i saw this girl's face nxt to me. wah piang i freaked out immediately man. it's not exactly a face, but the leaves behind me tt looked like a face. hahaha. tt was the best horror movie ever in my life. i tink i shld submit the photo to shutter or sth, too bad i deleted it and it's gone forever and forever. i'm sorry faris, i made a mistake. hahaha.
well with all that said and done, it's back to the lonely reality again. practically everyone's in army now, even the april batch. being the last to enter army isn't a very glorious affair. well at first two more weeks of freedom certainly appealed to me. imagine the amount of things i cld have done within tt two weeks. but den i realised tt all my guy friends wld be in army, while the girls would be working. which means i wld be stuck at home all day. wich was pretty much the case after chang and ting went in last wednesday. a typical day at home wld involve waking up at 12pm, com/breakfast, sleep, wake up for lunch at 2 plus, sleep again, wake up, com, dnr, com and more com. i stare at my com until i get sick and tired of it. and i'm actually finding joy in playing with facebook applications. tt's how miserable and lonely my life has been. and i still have two more weeks to go. sian how to tahan for two more weeks without dying of boreeeeedom. and not forgetting the limited amount of cash i have left. sucks man.
i'm officially a lonelyboy_89@hotmail.com
=(
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
i'm really feeling kinda fucked up now. when someone needs me, i'll always be there if it's within my capacity. but when i need someone, there would be nobody ard.
fuck this world.
Friday, April 04, 2008
pause.
past few days have been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. shiok but dead dead dead tired. and i'm aching everywhere cos i finally ran and did gym this week. yes i realise i'm super unfit and fat. argh gosh. i need some sleep. good nite.
oh oh. and today i was wondering about some cd shop, and i realised boa is super super chio. but why does she name herself boa. tt's like a snake? and up till now i have no idea whether she is korean or jap, cos they look the same. so maybe boa in jap/korean may mean something like princess? otherwise i tink she's just stupid to have such an ugly name. and why do cd shops still exist? itunes has everything. from complete album lists to 30 seconds preview of songs. and i love the popularity column. u just go to a particular artist and click on tt and they will show u their nicest songs. u can even preview them! and of cos if u like what u hear, simply open limewire to download the song or use bittorrent to download the entire album. okay dis is wrong. piracy is bad. so buy albums not download them illegally. or u'll kill or your favourite artists. hmm actaully tt's not entirely true. american idol balances everything, even though all their artists are crap. except maybe chris daughtry. the others are just dead. imagine clay aiken. LOL. okay i'm being evil. i shall go sleep. good nite.
oh btw, dishwalla rocks. really.
"A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it."
- Jean de La Fontaine
