Sunday, June 29, 2008
well it's back to air force sch for me tmr. at least now i feel normal, cos all the guys are back inside there. somehow 8 to 5 isn't tt appealing when everyone's still stuck inside there, and u risk turning up late and get screwed big time. so yeah it's my turn to join the stay in club tmr.
i dunno how i'm feeling now oso. maybe these 10 weeks since ns first began has thought me that i can only resign to fate for these 2 years. or rather, someone has already mapped out a path for me. well whatever happens, god will guide me through.
lots have changed these 10 weeks. for starters i've lost my hair, which i'm still terribly affected by. i want my hair back, really. and not forgetting i'm drifting apart from the world. i know it's inevitable even before i entered ns, but i didn't expect it to increase at such an exponential rate. or rather i chose not to believe. i find myself spending every weekend with the same group of friends. not tt it's a bad thing though. farrell chang ben loong dennis mistake boy zhihan mingyi sam ting, and occasionally james and andi. it's like a havoc corp plus click five plus mistake boy gathering. hahahaha.
someone once said, in life u win some lose alot. i tink i'm at the lose alot alot mega alot part now. but i've learnt to be an optimist! :) emoing is bad for health and i shdln't be emoing either.
i'll just pray, and follow what god has planned for me.
have faith.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
viva la vida.
back to the army once again. the monotonous boring life wich is an utter waste of time and money. had orientation in air force sch for this entire week. wad it basically means is coming 8 to 5.30 everyday sitting down in the auditorium at the same seat for that entire duration and just listening to endless endless lectures, or more waiting and just waiting and waiting for something to happen. it's torturous really. the place is so freakin cold, u can't sleep in peace cos the speaker may catch u slping and den u're kinda screwed. it's pure boredom. and we're not really encouraged to walk ard the sch compound cos we've to march everywhere and everyone we see we have to greet. okay the greeting part i still can understand but the marching part is really starting to get retarded and irritating. we even have to march to the toilets. i mean wad's the rationale behind that man. oh yeah i'm sorry i forgot everything u do in saf doesn't have a rationale.
and all the lectures are basically just brain washing. they're trying to inject patriotic sentiments in us and so that we'll give our one hundred and one percent to our singapore. yes they keep emphasising OUR. they want us to take ownership in our country and defend it with our lives. but wad ownership do we have in our singapore? we're running on a pseudo-democratic government and we've no say in anything. and i tink in other countries if the government srart erecting countless erp gantries and increasing the erp price everyone wld go on strike or sth. but we're singapore so we keep our mouths shut and just accept. oh yeah i love singapore yo i've a say in everything! singapore belongs to me! i feel so inspired!!! hohoho.
and i tink somehow i'm influenced by wilfred owen that army is a waste of time and fighting a war is pointless. hahahaha.
anyway nxt week wld be the start of my 6 week stay in course. sigh super sian. but tt's life. on the brightside, my accommodation comes with full condo facilities. track and field, street soccer court, tennis court, badminton, table tennis, gym, pool (both the playing one and the swimming one haha), mini cinema, and cheap beer (not like i drink anyway). so i guess it's much better than life in tekong. and besides wednesday i can book out for the night. hahahaa. but from wad i heard the chance of getting confinement is much much higher than tekong. well all these are just hearsay, i guess i'll have to find out on monday!
and uni's starting. yes the girls are gonna move on to new social circles, meet new friends, and we'll all be slowllllyyy forgotten. hahahaa. it's like we're being retained for 2 years. i've done nothing wrong to get retained for 2 years la. and i'm super nervous bout meeting girls 2 years younger than us man. i tink i'll just freak out and die in front of them. can u imagine learning their lingo and fashion sense! it's like a whole new different world sia. maybe girls 2 years younger will not wear fbts but miniskirts! HAHAHAHAHAA. the future freaks me out man! hahaha
and honestly, what's shawty? i found this in quite alot of songs but i've no idea wad issit. issit a person or wad sia. hahahaha retarded r&b ppl. their lingo no one can understand one sia. hopefully girls 2 years younger won't go shawty here shwty there. i'll really freak out. LOL.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
socialising isn't my forte.
whoo time really flies man. a few more hours and my block leave is officially over. sigh. i tink everybody is depressed now. since no one finds any joy in army, why not just close the whole damn thing down? and let's all just die if a war comes. we're gonna die sooner or later, i dun see why we can't have it sooner. HAHAHA. okay tt was nonsense.
anyway block leave has been super fun. done everything possible. mamboed, cafe iguana, getting wasted, poker, dota, 4am macs, thomson prata hse, and the many many many cups of teh pengs. and for the first time in my entire 19 years i actually bought a shirt for my dad for father's day! hahaha see i'm a changed man. and not forgetting social nite! haha it's the most nerve wrecking experience ever in my life man. i'm glad it's over and it's not so bad after all. hahhaa. just tt the food sucks the atmosphere sucks the aircon was practically off and the programme was so boring i cld fall asleep while eating.
i'll be officially part of the air force come monday. haha sounds quite cool when u tell ppl tt u're in the air force. but actually i'm a damn technician there. i tink i've to fix planes? which is kinda weird cos saf trust me with their million dollar F16s? they are either dumb or dumb. oh wells i shall just go and see see look look. come what may yo. at least i'm not in sispec. hahaha suffer in silence plus extra confinement. i'm ABOVE ALL. don't play play with the air force ah.
i really need hair and somehow i look like i've shrunk without my beloved hair. and the person on the right is gonna be a future colonel. hahaha COL LAMLY.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
eat drink and be merry.
i tink i've jus burned the last bit of my ns pay.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
won't you take me to funkytown.
hohohoho bmt is finally over!!! can't believe it it's actually surprisingly fast, although time really crawled by when u're inside tekong. okay although army training is bullshit, i certainly had fun inside there. as pes c recruits, we have plenty (and i really mean plenty) of free time, so we have all the time in the world to do hell lot of crazy stuff. creating a club inside our bunks with torch lights, blanket partying our sergeant until he was limping the nxt morning, pouring pee over our platoon's most hated guy while he's bathing, and den putting power all over his bed sheet and pillow and praying hard he wldn't notice it in the dark (sadly he did), going to discovery centre and looking for XMMs (xiao mei meis), ogling at those music and drama ppl who came down to perform (even though they are seriously seriously not pretty but when u're stuck in tekong for 6 weeks everything with a skirt has a sex appeal LOL), and running all around the training compound at 11pm armed with shampoo and prickly heat trying to hunt down our other sergeant ran so freakin fast tt none of us cld catch him, and many many more crazy things tt we did. and of cos spending half my bmt life emoing to jay chou's cai hong. emo sessions are always in abundance and u can feel the emo aura all ard. yes it's infectious.
so i'm done and through with bmt life. enough is enough yo. and for now it's endless parteeyyyyying! though i've no idea how i'm gonna survive on my miserable ns pay. an average trip to town cost 50 bucks, with my pay of 300 this month, i can only go town 6 times. which is really pathetic. and i gotta catch up on 7 weeks worth of news and gossips. even the buses have changed now la. they use electronic boards which i find it extremely hard to read.
MOVING ON...
mamboed with sam dee val dennis and chang. really an eye opener man. yes we all witnessed chang's gentlemanly side as he rescued damsels in distress. and meeting ppl whom i tot i shld nv meet at tt kinda place, hearing bout frens getting wasted, tt's not something u get to see everyday. well i guess some things will nv change. after all there will always be a safety picanto rover on standby. OPPS. hahaha. and phuture plays really good music man. apple bottom jeans was at it's best. great company. great night :)
and i found this in my fone while browsing through the gallery. yes HAPPY BELATED MINGYI. i tink it's really quite belated. but it's the thought that counts yo. hahaha. we'll always be the click 5 forever and ever. and pls dun pangseh us cos of val ah. dun do a changyi. heavy colour light water. HAHAHAHA. i tink i'm gonna get killed for this.
anw jus watched the happening. it's the most freakin retarded show i've ever watched. it's like a horror movie within a horror movie with a love story in the middle of it. it's just a piece of incoherent crap. and the lead actor can't act at all he has a permanent constipated face. basically it's bout trees releasing chemical gases which will cause humans to kill themselves. and it's cos we're harming the trees through global warming, so it's like they are fighting back. WOW. i tink even narnia is more realistic and believable than this shit movie. all tt went through my mind at the end of the movie was i shld water my plants and treat them nicely before they kill me. hohoho.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
violet hill.
hohoho 2 more days to poC! yes we poc instead of pop cos we're from pes C!!! okay nvm tt was lame. army's getting really really boring for the pass week cos there's practically no training at all. so all we do everyday is to sleep and sleep and wait for breakfast lunch and dinner. i'm so accustomed to my breakfast nap, afternoon nap, afternoon nap nap, and dinner nap that i almost died of fatigue during the weekends. and of cos other than sleeping we wld spend half our time contemplate bout life and coming to a conclusion that all of us wld go crazy if bmt lasted for more than 6 weeks.
i've totally given up on trying to make the best of my already very pathetic pes c life. it's utterly frustrating trying to be enthu and disciplined in my platoon cos all the ah bengs and sch drop outs think it's cool to disobey orders and act like retards. it's really quite sad looking at them do retarded stuff and trying to be the star of the show and attracting all the attention they can ever get. i think they either suffer from a deprived childhood, or maybe they are just brainless. and because of them my platoon is really utterly fucked up. i think a bunch of sec 1 scouts can march better than us and kindergarten kids can be more disciplined than us. oh wells i'm just glad it's really gonna be over in 2 days. and thus i can conclude that bmt is really the most screwed up time of my life. ever. i learn more life skills in scouts and i get more adventure in odac.
and right now i've no idea wad to do bout my bald head cos i dunno why but my head shape is just utterly screwed. like screwed screwed. i can't seem to find a nice cap to cover my egghead and i realise nothing in my wardrobe matches my egghead. the only solution is to GROW back my hair at like 10 times the speed that it usually grows. yes i'm still trying to find such a hair growth serum so if anyone of you know that it exists pls sell them to me. price isn't of any importance here. i can offer you my entire 400 bucks of ns pay for one bottle of serum. honestly, i think i only look normal in my army uniform. maybe i shld just wear it to town hahaha.
ooookkaaayyy time to go back to my beloved sunny isle pulau tekong to get my beauty sleep and contemplate bout life again. hahaha
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HAPPY NINETEEN XINHUI!! :):) I RMRED YOUR BDAY OKAYYY. and your bday resolution is to never ever wear black anymore hahahaha :)
and do u see my hair? yes i WANT IT BACK.
