Tuesday, February 10, 2009
i've just been invited on facebook to a love and bonding workshop.
am i really that pathetic? :(
Sunday, February 08, 2009
one word, yet again.
well time flies, cny's long gone, and so's my bday. i'm officially twenty now, or actually i've already been twenty for a week. somehow this is the only birthday which i dreaded, cos i can't let go of nineteen, or perhaps i can't let go of my teenage title. being an adult seems far less appealing than it wld have been to me when i was fifteen. i realise there's so much left unaccomplished, so many more things that i could have and should have done. looking back, it seemed like i've wasted my teenage life away. and the image of being sophisticated and mature doesn't fit quite well in my current mentality. so having said that, i'm here to convince myself that i'm will be forever young and beautiful at heart. and no that does not sound gay. hahahaha. i'll be nineteen forever :)
birthday this year was much much more pathetic than last year, apart from the pseudo super stardom on facebook. hahahaha. u gotta realise that facebook birthday wishes are retarded. your birthday is practically announced to the entire facebook community. anyone who has a minute to spare wld be kind enough to click on the link and type "happy birthday". but having said that, i appreciate the effort boys and girls! and i'm not being sarcastic here. hahaha! and to those who messaged me, thank you! :) well though this year's awfully pathetic, i've learnt a more important lesson of now true friends really matter, and i'm glad i have them. army certainly takes alot of things away from you, along with your long hair and rose tinted glasses. it isn't a very pleasant experience learning that the world is much colder than you perceive, but when u're finally through with it, i guess u appreciate those that stick by you even more. friends who actually bother going the extra mile to help you, friends who wld cab all the way from home down to zouk to accompany you (though u kpkb alot hahaha), friends who wld fetch u home at 4am in the morning even though they are dead tired (i'm sorry i knw bishan is kinda far), and friends who wld stick by you when shit happens. well arguments will always happen from time to time, we're all human with differences in opinion and a dire need to gossip and backstab others (unknowingly perhaps hahahaa), but at the end of the day, that's what makes friendship so poignant. i know i sound damn gay, but all who's reading this (including the mother fucking nabei cheebye lee who unceremoniously tagged on my tag board), you knw it's true :) so thank you to all who made a difference in my life, u're greatly appreciated, and u've made my birthday all the more meaningful :)
thank you friends :)
Sunday, February 01, 2009
i'm kinda worried that i'm becoming senile from prolonged lack of brain usage. today i walked all the way to the gym (mind u it's a 15min walk) only to realise that i forgot to bring cash for the gym ticket. and at night i went to the library all ready to borrow books (an attempt to stimulate my dying brain) only to discover that i left my library card at home. and i scary thing was i actually remembered bringing my library card but my subconsciousness told me not to cos somehow it believed that u do not need a library card to borrow library books. so i went home empty handed.
i think i need urgent help. hahahaha
